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halgyo
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Posting in anonymous as I do not know where this should go.
[ For reference methamphetamine is nothing new for me, a relatively heavy user and have almost never been paranoid at all ]
So recently i had some time to kill. So i buckled in for what i thought would be good couple of days riding the ice dragon.
This was not the case.
After doing some research im certain that i was put into psychosis, having nearly every single symptom.
This is my entire experience, and again this or anything even close has never happened to me.
All starting about 4 ago...
Day 1 :
I rack up some lines, get going, and im feeling great.
At first everything is normal, i'm high as can be chilling listening to music.
A few hours go by and i begin to notice a strange feeling, almost like paranoia but not quite, but i just ignored it and tried to go with the good vibes.
Day 2 :
Still fairly amped but not as much as could be so i decide to redose.
This time around i dont get the initial rush of euphoria from snorting a line.
Another line and still nada. Tons of energy and ready for anything but, no actual euphoria.
A few hours later, and a couple more lines yet i feel the same still.
Still just lazing around not really doing anything then, the feelings of paranoia get noticeably stronger but again i kind of just ignore it.
Day 3 :
At this point i get very paranoid and can take it any more,
so i figure ill smoke some weed (for me this always ends the binge and ill fall asleep for day or so and wake up feeling fine)
So i smoke a few bowls and rather than getting stoned and passing out(as im used to) i get paranoid beyond belief.
I become disconnected from reality, having intense visual hallucinations, hearing voices and strange sounds,
and finally having a 'psychotic episode' putting me into a horrible state of fear. I could go into detail of the episode but maybe another time.
Somehow i manage to fall asleep.
Although, i did not wake up feeling fine as i had hoped.
I still feel sort of fuzzy and not all the way there.
Honestly i do not know what to do as drugs are extremely taboo where i am.
Should i stop all drug use entirely?
Will this psychosis( if this actually is psychosis ) go away once the drugs have more time to get out of my system?
Does anyone have more information on this or any thoughts on what should be done to get back to feeling normal?
[ For reference methamphetamine is nothing new for me, a relatively heavy user and have almost never been paranoid at all ]
So recently i had some time to kill. So i buckled in for what i thought would be good couple of days riding the ice dragon.
This was not the case.
After doing some research im certain that i was put into psychosis, having nearly every single symptom.
This is my entire experience, and again this or anything even close has never happened to me.
All starting about 4 ago...
Day 1 :
I rack up some lines, get going, and im feeling great.
At first everything is normal, i'm high as can be chilling listening to music.
A few hours go by and i begin to notice a strange feeling, almost like paranoia but not quite, but i just ignored it and tried to go with the good vibes.
Day 2 :
Still fairly amped but not as much as could be so i decide to redose.
This time around i dont get the initial rush of euphoria from snorting a line.
Another line and still nada. Tons of energy and ready for anything but, no actual euphoria.
A few hours later, and a couple more lines yet i feel the same still.
Still just lazing around not really doing anything then, the feelings of paranoia get noticeably stronger but again i kind of just ignore it.
Day 3 :
At this point i get very paranoid and can take it any more,
so i figure ill smoke some weed (for me this always ends the binge and ill fall asleep for day or so and wake up feeling fine)
So i smoke a few bowls and rather than getting stoned and passing out(as im used to) i get paranoid beyond belief.
I become disconnected from reality, having intense visual hallucinations, hearing voices and strange sounds,
and finally having a 'psychotic episode' putting me into a horrible state of fear. I could go into detail of the episode but maybe another time.
Somehow i manage to fall asleep.
Although, i did not wake up feeling fine as i had hoped.
I still feel sort of fuzzy and not all the way there.
Honestly i do not know what to do as drugs are extremely taboo where i am.
Should i stop all drug use entirely?
Will this psychosis( if this actually is psychosis ) go away once the drugs have more time to get out of my system?
Does anyone have more information on this or any thoughts on what should be done to get back to feeling normal?
