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Greenlighter
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I TYPED THIS AS I THOUGHT IT OUT. IT IS NOT PROOFREAD! DO NOT QUOTE ME!! I know this is late but i came across this doing some random research and thought it would be important for me to state my experience. Please remember I myself am a recovered addict (unlike many BLers I actually find drugs to be addictive and life threatening because I seem to take it way to far) and I do not suggest ANYBODY ever repeat my experience. I found out about benzie inhalers and decided to give it a try. I began with just one inhaler although I have acquired 10 total.
T-1:00 I begin to really notice sense of euphoria, empathy, and feelings very similar to MDMA without such intense orgasmic euphoria but mostly a euphoria of the mind. If you can imagine...
T-2:00 I go to a chick whom I don't knows apartment with a friend. Me and friend and a couple girls have long detailed convo over drinks. I felt total confidence.
T-3:45 have sex with random only semi sexy girl but did much more ballsy and was simply much more "nasty" and commanding then I would be on a regular day. Euphoria dissapears with the sex but the empathy and ability to talk allows me to easily set up a night with another girl at a different time.
T-5:00 not feeling so great. Wide awake but more jittery than anything. Not very comfortable. Luckily have a few seroquel 100mgs (seroquel is very specific per person it may not even make you sleepy at much higher doses, I on the other hand can take a seroquel to end any trip and even pass out no matter what drug I may used.
T-6:00 I went through about twenty more mins of the comedown before falling asleep an hour later.
Next day. Very heavy feeling head, not much craving to repeat yesterdays events but a few klonopin (1-2 MG's daily) made me feel so much better and As the kps wore off I had gone out for a few drinks with a friend. I feel quite confident from the kp alcohol mix and call the girl from last night. We again plan to go to her apartment in a few hours..a few hours later I feel stupid drunk and don't want to embarress my self so I somehow justify trying two benzedrexe inhalers before heading over.
t-1:00 its Ben an hour since I ingested 500mgs propylhexadrine and its begin to feel amazing but feel maybe the benzos from earlier may have dulled it. The girls calls over a friend who supplies us with a giant bag of sass. After .5mgs capsuled sass I feel absolutely incredible, twice Aa high as the others just on sass. I talk the ladies clothes off and we lay blissfully naked just "playing" with each other the entire time.
T-5:00 after a fun nigh I decide id like to pass out before the come down. One seroquel administered.
T-6:00 Passing out, skipped comedown.
T- 15 hours. Wake up and get out of bed feeling totally drained an very depressed. My mother calls and tells me something very small but it annoyed me very much. I take a few kps, 3mgs today, one more then usual. I began. To feel better but then craved more inhalers when o saw them. Very strong cravings and pure STUPIDITY caused me to use 2 more inhalors. So another 500mgs propylhexadeine, or 1,250 MG's in less than 68 hours
THIS IS WHEN THE HALLUCINATIONS BEGING.
T-1:00 start feeling good but somethongi can't point out startles me.
T*1:45 I realize what's different. I am in my garage smoking high quality marijuana and tobacco and notice mu garage door seems the strangest hue of green. Almost like the OP mentioned.
T-2:30 OP mentioned rain falling from the ceiling, I notice something similar. More likestreems of see through black dots running in different ways to or from the ceiling to the ground.....strangely enough I can tell for sure I am hallucinating but continue to ask myself, am I just imagining things desperately or am I really hallucinating? Very strange thought.
PURE DELERIUM
T-3:00 I have completely lost control of my thought process, my ability to keep the hallucinations gone. Emotions completely twacked I immediately became somebody I'm definitely NOT. I became crazed and to make things worse, this delerium convinced me to do TWO MORE INHALORS!!! ( I am so lucky the following is all that happened)
T-3:15 mother and father come to visit because I sounded strange to them when they called. I suddenly get very angry after being simply manic the last 15 mins and cannot explain why.
T-3:45 my parents arrive and immediately commented on my lawn care. This set me off entirely! Mind is going 100mph I begin to feel like I cannot be wrong about anything and others who are wrong must be total idiots I imagine.
T-4:00 me and family in full argue mode. I am making absolutely ZERO sense. I begin to see the most realistic visuals I've ever had. BUGS!!
T-430, TOTALY freaking out. Bugs everywhere. (Somehow managing not to show ovbiously that i was hallucinating) Parents think I have lost my mind and almost call 911 because I'm screaming and breaking everything but I took the phone n threw it on the ground and stomped on it like a child. I am having a temper tantrum over nothing yet feel i must be right.
T-5:00 i am alone now, house is In disaray from the fighting. I lost my cool like never before. Hallucinations begin to really affect me on a mental level. I begin to imagine more and more realistic bugs and terrible thoughts of suicide take form.
Note: EVEN THOUGH THERE WERE SUCH LIFELIKE BUG VISUALS THEY DID NOT SCARE ME I KNEW THEY WERE NOT REAL THE BUGS WERE THE ONLY KIND OF COOL PART ABOUT THESE VISUALS BUT THE WORSE THINGS THAT CAME ABOUT IN MY HEAD THE MORE BUGS WOULD BE THERE OR I WOULD ACTUALLY HEAR THE BUGS GETTING ANGRY OR TENSE.
(AUDITORY HALLUCINATIONS WERE ALSO VERY PREVALENT BUT NOT WORTH THE TIME TYPING ABOUT ON MOBILE.
T-6:00 take seroquel and sleep for three hours
AFTER SYMPTOMS
T-9:00 I wake up still hallucinating. It will not cease but all good feelings have disappeared. I am having pure panic attacks. Voices in my head. Klonopin Has zero affect. Head feels so heavy and hurts worse then ever before. Heart rate over 140 consistently Still am angry at everyone I love for unexplainable reasons.....this all lasted about 48 hours.all in all the comedown in the end is hellish. Not worth the high however amazing it may be. Although I did take lots of sassafras and alcohol that may play a role in this hell.
Conclusion: I feel like every so often to accomplish one daunting task this is a great option. Great for people experiencing amp withdrawals or weak minded men who cannot quit getting high long enough to pass a drug test ...otherwise it seems very dirty and caused me to loose a few pounds of muscle in three days.I never ate during these times. I also took days to realize I went crazy for awhile n had to start remembering it all. I easily stopped but Still have dreams I am eating benzie cottons to feel high but the dreams are horrible. This lasted about a week. I hope this all helped you have an idea of what to expect, especially if combining substances. .....I'm just glad I am now drug Free and can enjoy the topic without destroying my life. I do not think anybody should ever truly listen to my advice. Thanks guys!
P.s. I love reading scientific explanations for what I feel in life. Please help me understand proplyhexadrines mode of action in the brain?!
EDIT: just skimmed through and realized so many errors. Please recognize that I am on mobile and care only to educate what one can expect not have correct grammar.
T-1:00 I begin to really notice sense of euphoria, empathy, and feelings very similar to MDMA without such intense orgasmic euphoria but mostly a euphoria of the mind. If you can imagine...
T-2:00 I go to a chick whom I don't knows apartment with a friend. Me and friend and a couple girls have long detailed convo over drinks. I felt total confidence.
T-3:45 have sex with random only semi sexy girl but did much more ballsy and was simply much more "nasty" and commanding then I would be on a regular day. Euphoria dissapears with the sex but the empathy and ability to talk allows me to easily set up a night with another girl at a different time.
T-5:00 not feeling so great. Wide awake but more jittery than anything. Not very comfortable. Luckily have a few seroquel 100mgs (seroquel is very specific per person it may not even make you sleepy at much higher doses, I on the other hand can take a seroquel to end any trip and even pass out no matter what drug I may used.
T-6:00 I went through about twenty more mins of the comedown before falling asleep an hour later.
Next day. Very heavy feeling head, not much craving to repeat yesterdays events but a few klonopin (1-2 MG's daily) made me feel so much better and As the kps wore off I had gone out for a few drinks with a friend. I feel quite confident from the kp alcohol mix and call the girl from last night. We again plan to go to her apartment in a few hours..a few hours later I feel stupid drunk and don't want to embarress my self so I somehow justify trying two benzedrexe inhalers before heading over.
t-1:00 its Ben an hour since I ingested 500mgs propylhexadrine and its begin to feel amazing but feel maybe the benzos from earlier may have dulled it. The girls calls over a friend who supplies us with a giant bag of sass. After .5mgs capsuled sass I feel absolutely incredible, twice Aa high as the others just on sass. I talk the ladies clothes off and we lay blissfully naked just "playing" with each other the entire time.
T-5:00 after a fun nigh I decide id like to pass out before the come down. One seroquel administered.
T-6:00 Passing out, skipped comedown.
T- 15 hours. Wake up and get out of bed feeling totally drained an very depressed. My mother calls and tells me something very small but it annoyed me very much. I take a few kps, 3mgs today, one more then usual. I began. To feel better but then craved more inhalers when o saw them. Very strong cravings and pure STUPIDITY caused me to use 2 more inhalors. So another 500mgs propylhexadeine, or 1,250 MG's in less than 68 hours
THIS IS WHEN THE HALLUCINATIONS BEGING.
T-1:00 start feeling good but somethongi can't point out startles me.
T*1:45 I realize what's different. I am in my garage smoking high quality marijuana and tobacco and notice mu garage door seems the strangest hue of green. Almost like the OP mentioned.
T-2:30 OP mentioned rain falling from the ceiling, I notice something similar. More likestreems of see through black dots running in different ways to or from the ceiling to the ground.....strangely enough I can tell for sure I am hallucinating but continue to ask myself, am I just imagining things desperately or am I really hallucinating? Very strange thought.
PURE DELERIUM
T-3:00 I have completely lost control of my thought process, my ability to keep the hallucinations gone. Emotions completely twacked I immediately became somebody I'm definitely NOT. I became crazed and to make things worse, this delerium convinced me to do TWO MORE INHALORS!!! ( I am so lucky the following is all that happened)
T-3:15 mother and father come to visit because I sounded strange to them when they called. I suddenly get very angry after being simply manic the last 15 mins and cannot explain why.
T-3:45 my parents arrive and immediately commented on my lawn care. This set me off entirely! Mind is going 100mph I begin to feel like I cannot be wrong about anything and others who are wrong must be total idiots I imagine.
T-4:00 me and family in full argue mode. I am making absolutely ZERO sense. I begin to see the most realistic visuals I've ever had. BUGS!!
T-430, TOTALY freaking out. Bugs everywhere. (Somehow managing not to show ovbiously that i was hallucinating) Parents think I have lost my mind and almost call 911 because I'm screaming and breaking everything but I took the phone n threw it on the ground and stomped on it like a child. I am having a temper tantrum over nothing yet feel i must be right.
T-5:00 i am alone now, house is In disaray from the fighting. I lost my cool like never before. Hallucinations begin to really affect me on a mental level. I begin to imagine more and more realistic bugs and terrible thoughts of suicide take form.
Note: EVEN THOUGH THERE WERE SUCH LIFELIKE BUG VISUALS THEY DID NOT SCARE ME I KNEW THEY WERE NOT REAL THE BUGS WERE THE ONLY KIND OF COOL PART ABOUT THESE VISUALS BUT THE WORSE THINGS THAT CAME ABOUT IN MY HEAD THE MORE BUGS WOULD BE THERE OR I WOULD ACTUALLY HEAR THE BUGS GETTING ANGRY OR TENSE.
(AUDITORY HALLUCINATIONS WERE ALSO VERY PREVALENT BUT NOT WORTH THE TIME TYPING ABOUT ON MOBILE.
T-6:00 take seroquel and sleep for three hours
AFTER SYMPTOMS
T-9:00 I wake up still hallucinating. It will not cease but all good feelings have disappeared. I am having pure panic attacks. Voices in my head. Klonopin Has zero affect. Head feels so heavy and hurts worse then ever before. Heart rate over 140 consistently Still am angry at everyone I love for unexplainable reasons.....this all lasted about 48 hours.all in all the comedown in the end is hellish. Not worth the high however amazing it may be. Although I did take lots of sassafras and alcohol that may play a role in this hell.
Conclusion: I feel like every so often to accomplish one daunting task this is a great option. Great for people experiencing amp withdrawals or weak minded men who cannot quit getting high long enough to pass a drug test ...otherwise it seems very dirty and caused me to loose a few pounds of muscle in three days.I never ate during these times. I also took days to realize I went crazy for awhile n had to start remembering it all. I easily stopped but Still have dreams I am eating benzie cottons to feel high but the dreams are horrible. This lasted about a week. I hope this all helped you have an idea of what to expect, especially if combining substances. .....I'm just glad I am now drug Free and can enjoy the topic without destroying my life. I do not think anybody should ever truly listen to my advice. Thanks guys!
P.s. I love reading scientific explanations for what I feel in life. Please help me understand proplyhexadrines mode of action in the brain?!
EDIT: just skimmed through and realized so many errors. Please recognize that I am on mobile and care only to educate what one can expect not have correct grammar.
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