Eyregirl
Bluelighter
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I have searched the best I can for a thread that may already exist but don't seem to be able to spot one! Feel free to move this to a more appropriate place if necersarry!
so I am a fairly new member of BL, but been experimenting for a little while. Have had coke, weed, mushrooms and poppers occasionally in the past, I'm talking like years and years ago!
However I recently got introduced to the world of research chemicals.
This is is a list in order, of things I have played around with for last last 6weeks
Synthacaine (which I know many of you have strong opinions about!!)
ethyphenidate
Diclazepam
propylphenidate
isopropylphenidate
my personal favourite is the Synthacaine (and Yep I am fully aware of ithe dangers of branded chems due to unpredictable and unknown ingredients !!)
I have still not found my perfect spot yet but I have found I am using approx 100-150mg a day of one of the above, apart from the diclazepam which I use to good effect if sleep is hard to come by!
My concern is that is my daily usage and doseage high enough to cause addiction?
Is adiction even possible from reseach chems or is it more about habit?
i really don't want to end up with an addiction but I am enjoying the new way I am experiencing life since my experimenting began!
anythoughts on this topic?
additive possibility or habit forming?
so I am a fairly new member of BL, but been experimenting for a little while. Have had coke, weed, mushrooms and poppers occasionally in the past, I'm talking like years and years ago!
However I recently got introduced to the world of research chemicals.
This is is a list in order, of things I have played around with for last last 6weeks
Synthacaine (which I know many of you have strong opinions about!!)
ethyphenidate
Diclazepam
propylphenidate
isopropylphenidate
my personal favourite is the Synthacaine (and Yep I am fully aware of ithe dangers of branded chems due to unpredictable and unknown ingredients !!)
I have still not found my perfect spot yet but I have found I am using approx 100-150mg a day of one of the above, apart from the diclazepam which I use to good effect if sleep is hard to come by!
My concern is that is my daily usage and doseage high enough to cause addiction?
Is adiction even possible from reseach chems or is it more about habit?
i really don't want to end up with an addiction but I am enjoying the new way I am experiencing life since my experimenting began!
anythoughts on this topic?
additive possibility or habit forming?