I appreciate the response. While there are insults in this thread, I don't think I've insulted you (and if it is taken that way I apologize- not my intention). Just to be clear, I moderate the
Drugs In The Media subforum. I have no responsibilities here in OD; I have the same power as you do.
This kind of seems like you are calling me out for doing something that others do on this forum every single day, even though I actually have the requisite knowledge to form educated opinions on the subject; as I have learned in the last few days, however, the fact that I am more than some dude on the internet with an addiction and an audience is threatening to some people. Thanks for letting me know to cut my losses and move along though. No one seems to listen anyway, and since this website seems to exist more to fulfill the egos of moderators than any actual harm reduction function it does little good to share the knowledge I have studied so hard to gain.
The problem is
you are just some dude on the internet, who anonymously posts "I have x qualifications, went to school for x years, have x degrees, etc". While this may all indeed be true, it does not make your posts exempt from scrutiny.
In fact, I think it makes your posts the perfect ones to scrutinize because you claim the qualifications of an expert as recognized by society- and if posts made by you have questionable information, it makes them potentially harmful depending on the content. People like to listen to experts, even self-proclaimed experts, more than they do regular people.
The purpose of this website is very clear, and it contains a plethora of Harm Reduction knowledge gained through the combined years of experience and education of all of its members: the bulk of which is completely accurate with infinite capability to help drug users, addicts and friends/family of drug users/addicts.
I would be disappointed if you do indeed move on because a few people disagree with you in various threads, or refuse to respect you based solely on your claim of being an expert in addiction.
This is why I took the range of percent morphine by weight reported by Merck, and estimated at the extreme high end. While there is no way to get the exact dose, I would guess you should be able to get within about 30%. Claiming that there is absolutely no way to know even the approximate dose just isn't realistic.
Various sources and studies come to different conclusions. This makes it impossible to know which is correct given the overall prestige of those doing the research (universities, government agencies, etc). Plus, looking at subjective experience reports the numbers don't add up. The Morphine content estimated for poppy straw generally comes out to be far too low to explain the effects reported by different people (who have experience with various opioids, including pharmaceutical Morphine).
Because of that I don't think it is possible to get anywhere near a rough guess. A shot in the dark is possible, but I don't think it can be backed up sufficiently.
first off I want to thank everyone who has offered his or her advice on this difficult matter. I will kindly ask the moderator and all others who have insulted virtuoso to stop doing so. Can any of you honestly say thay you have his experience studying and working in the field of drub rehabilitation? Have any of you actually bothered to back up your opinions with sound research or are most of you relying on internet searches and and personal experience. Virtuoso, I appreciate all of your information please don't let anyone bully you out of lending a helping hand. And Moderator and others please don't think I'm attacking you. I very much appreciate the threads that were sent to me and I appreciate your opinions, but I do think you have been somewhat disrespectful. Let's try to respectfully disagree from here on in. Just for the record pods do not last me 24hrs as someone suggested they do. Maybe that's true for some but I am usually naucious with a layer of sweat on my neck when I wake up and that's after drinking a weaker nightly dose of 5-7 pods. The pods seem to be lasting me as long as oxys did when they were prescribed after my surgery. I am now going to do some research on kratom. I have read quite a bit about tramadol since virtuoso suggested it. The possibility of sezures frightens me but it seems most cases have been a result of either od's or mixing with other meds. It seems like mixing tramadol with benzos might be a bad idea. I read a number of sezure reports caused by this. I would like to hear opinions on combining the 2 if anyone has knowledge or experience with that. I will probably be starting my taper soon I am going to talk to an addiction specialist shrink tomorrow and I will consider a supervised taper if he deems necessary. I will post his take on the issue at hand when I get it. I would like to keep this thread open throughout my taper as I think that regardless of which route I take recording my experience here would serve a purpose for the sake of harm reduction. thanks to everyone again who tried to help me out.
If you do go with some kind of Tramadol taper, please stick to the dose guidelines. If you do a search for Tramadol related posts, you'll see just how many people who post on BL have had seizures from taking too much Tramadol (it's a lot of people). Unfortunately many of them knew beforehand the seizure risk and the highest safe dosage, and did it anyway. While seizures are never good, that is probably the last thing you'd need while going through detox.
Report back when you start the process and what's going on. I don't think I've seen anyone document kicking pods?