LostinDenmark
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- Sep 27, 2017
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Hi Everyone,
Wow talk about babtism by fire lol
First time in a chatroom (52 years old...)never gor around to it and first time on Methadone!!!
As it says in my name I truly am an American Lost In Denmark and I could really use your help! I am scared to death about OD'ing on this stuff and I don't completely trust the healthcare over here!
So here we go: I have been on and off painmeds for the last 22 years! Been through expensive rehaps in the States but I have been really unfortunate to having many surgeries, childbirths gone wrong
etc etc and keep having to take the stuff when prescribed by Doc. I have for the past 6 years been on Tramadol Ext. Release, Gabbapentin, 30 pure codein tabs a week and Cymbalta for nervepain!!
I have through the years been offered to go on Methadone but ALWAYS refused as I always thought it would be like signing up for permanent drug use..like throwing in the towel! Now i'm not so sure and have met many people over here who are on it JUST for pain (they've never been addicts ) I'm still afraid to totally capitulate SO I did a REALLY stupid thing instead (what a knob8() I bought 20
20 mg Methadone tabs and started on it myself just to get a feel for what it would be like before being treated forever by my doctor, as an addict! YEAH, I KNOW, for a well educated soccer-mom it was and is a stuuuupid thing to do BUT NOW I'M HERE and it's too late! I have taken 3 x 5 mg the first day, yesterday, and today I have taken 4 x 5mg! I'm obviously opiate tolerant, I weigh 175 lbs at 5,9'....,,,AM I anywhere NEAR being able to OD at the levels I have taken????
I was SO afraid that I only slept in 2 hour intervals last night and gor very little sleep if any! Obviously I'm excausted now..(It's 6:30 PM here) but how do I differentate between nodding off because I'm excausted from no sleep and nodding off because I'm OD'ing?? HELP HELP HELP PRETTY PLEASE 8(8(8(
LostInDenmark
Wow talk about babtism by fire lol
First time in a chatroom (52 years old...)never gor around to it and first time on Methadone!!!
As it says in my name I truly am an American Lost In Denmark and I could really use your help! I am scared to death about OD'ing on this stuff and I don't completely trust the healthcare over here!
So here we go: I have been on and off painmeds for the last 22 years! Been through expensive rehaps in the States but I have been really unfortunate to having many surgeries, childbirths gone wrong
etc etc and keep having to take the stuff when prescribed by Doc. I have for the past 6 years been on Tramadol Ext. Release, Gabbapentin, 30 pure codein tabs a week and Cymbalta for nervepain!!
I have through the years been offered to go on Methadone but ALWAYS refused as I always thought it would be like signing up for permanent drug use..like throwing in the towel! Now i'm not so sure and have met many people over here who are on it JUST for pain (they've never been addicts ) I'm still afraid to totally capitulate SO I did a REALLY stupid thing instead (what a knob8() I bought 20
20 mg Methadone tabs and started on it myself just to get a feel for what it would be like before being treated forever by my doctor, as an addict! YEAH, I KNOW, for a well educated soccer-mom it was and is a stuuuupid thing to do BUT NOW I'M HERE and it's too late! I have taken 3 x 5 mg the first day, yesterday, and today I have taken 4 x 5mg! I'm obviously opiate tolerant, I weigh 175 lbs at 5,9'....,,,AM I anywhere NEAR being able to OD at the levels I have taken????
I was SO afraid that I only slept in 2 hour intervals last night and gor very little sleep if any! Obviously I'm excausted now..(It's 6:30 PM here) but how do I differentate between nodding off because I'm excausted from no sleep and nodding off because I'm OD'ing?? HELP HELP HELP PRETTY PLEASE 8(8(8(
LostInDenmark