Originally posted by Del:
OK, my friends want to quit as there doing 15 and more when they pop. But say they can't. Even though the feeling is different from the first so many times they did it, they still think with more pills they will get the same feeling. Wrong. This is where I beleive you do start fuckin' up your mind.
And to say cut your funds, in many cases doesn't work. In my friends instance they know the dealer, and get a very good price for them. Basically the same price as a pint costs. So sometimes you get free ones.
So all I can say to you, if your serious about quitting (which my friends aren't) then don't go around with the people who do it. We have parties and basically there is over 200 pills there, weed, speed and coke. So you will be tempted by all of this bullshit. Don't go to them (if you have parties like us).
I am not saying lose your friends just don't see them for a few weeks. And when they do go out and not pill (or even do) go with them, but don't take any.
If you have another set of friends then go around with them. Tell your friends your quitting so they don't think you have just left them. And soon you should be able to go to the parties and just drink!
hope that helps, but dude you know it's gonna be hard.
My post might have sounded a little more dramatic then it really is. Sorry. Read my previous post in this thread about my drug-use.
The friends I started taking pills with live in another country. So that's not gonna tempt me. They are my closest friends. You understand what I mean. After rolling together freaquently we got really close. When I take e now, I feel closer to them. I feel like I used to do with them.
The people I hang out with here don't do drugs. They just drink. I'm kinda bringing drugs into their set of friends. Young girl even ask me for drugs but I'm not gonna drag anyone else with me. Gonna keep it to myself.
This friday there will be another party with heavy drinking. I'm gonna smoke a joint before I get there. Just to relax. Staying clean form e.