So pleased mate honestly. And hey, just shows doesn’t it? Keep reminder of that. A short while back you had almost reached disillusionment and hopelessness on your capability to perform well.
I was planning to say to you forgot, as has been messy week plus but in hindsight 1.05 mg’s in 7 days is quite fast going so to expect a week of blurriness sometimes.
But years ago, I heard of a legit study- uni volunteers. Groups. Same classes. One group goes to pub after class for a sociable, moderate alcohol drink.
Others stay sober, go about ways.
The pub group officially retained more information for later recall.
Now I think you read it of me already, 19 at Uni, it was vaporizing cannabis particularly- not smoking, at 8.20 am for 9 class, I was so effortlessly interested in following the entire lecture.
I engaged visually. Building a structure of comprehension and memory to retrace by really walking through it.
I also passionately scribbled down, 4 A sides every lecture, the whole gist of it 100%.
This was to stay focussed, really embed it visually, and in pen, so those scribbled notes would be my revision tool as it was connected to the way it was layed.
I swear, the vaporized weed helped me massively here.
It’s amazing though, the 1st year exams, I revised 1 hour only. Smoking huge blunts of best skunk ever old days, 8.30 am, music- I visually encoded one good essay into my head.
Took all lecture scribbled notes to skim through, highest weed can bet you lol, walking to bus stop up stairs to exam room.
The heavy true psychedellic skunk helped me make that short revision technique work.
I passed everything, all friends and family were shocked lol cos this was the type of skunk, first time I brought it in the house, unsmoked, all housemates rushed to my door in excitement to inquire about it.
Yet here i am getting the fear from 50ug of LSD. It looks like past heavy benzo withdrawals (2 severe ones, separated by 8 years) has sort of left me kind of shell shocked.