Having really nice time on the 4-AcO-DMT about to draw a bubble bath and play some music in there and relax for awhile. Its cold as fuck in my house thats the only drawback about this place and sure i could just crank the heat but my roomate splits the bill with me and he isnt trying to pay much more than we are. Its fine tho we only got couple more months of true cold here once March is halfway over its nice all the time again. I really love taking baths i take numerous during the week it helps with my backpain from work also.
Ohh boy lucky me the ex wife just sent food here to be delived from Penera Bread i love that place so much getting Roast Turkey Avacado BLT, Autumn Squash Soup in a Bread Bowl and Hot Chocolate very kind of her. She is supposed to come and see me tommorow i really miss her so much i hope that she does. This stuff should be pretty easy on my stomach also i have been trying to make healthier decions with food lately i havent had anything fried in three days now.
Absolutely so bad I really wanna spend some time in Mexico after this damn Pandemic ends. It really has made me realize I need to travel more and see the world honestly I spent way to much time here in the North East so much out there to explore.
I think I am about ready for sleep for the night, tried looking at stars through a cheap telescope which was ok I guess but I definitely could be doing a better job with that. I am still being pulled in the direction of trying to spread the news about memantine although I am probably just going to stock up myself and keep news of it in a looser circle. It may just be me but I have found it deeply spiritual and I am very OK with that. Has been connecting me with the collective unconscious which I had turned my back on more than I would like to admit. I need to keep looking into some concepts I have been going over and look more into reincarnation as well.
Yesterday I had my second most difficult acid experience ever. It was not only a strong dose, but kind of bad acid. I was losing my shit all day into the night, couldn't eat, puked, heh. But It's morning and everything is back to ground. Just look at my posts yesterday, just garbage, crap. It's like on hot ones where they take the final dab.
Really got to revisit that one again someday the last time I smoked the 20x extract it was one of the most bizarre and intense drug experiences I ever had in my life. Was shown that reality is really an illusion and that none of this is actually real. In the same vein as the trips on Dissos where the veil is lifted and I'm shown this is actually a simulation we are in. The Salvia break thru really rattled me tho their was a fear component involved that isnt there with the Dissos trips. I almost ordered some this summer but I got cold feet at the last moment and didnt pull the trigger. But maybe someday I will, good luck @Buzz Lightbeer may your experience be world shattering and beautiful and if it's scary just bring something back at least like I did so it still serves a purpose. Some people have consistent good trips with it, I had alot of them ripping fat bowls of plain leaf from a bubbler with no water.
Yeah it didn't fall like I had hoped to, too forced too, complicated drug.
Salvia doesn't show me shit though Charlie, surprising you took something out of it, low doses are somewhat somewhat more classically psychedelic like, maybe? But a normal dose (not breakthrough, haven't tried for it specifically) is just pure absurdity to me
salvia is the one thing which scares me so bad i will never smoke it again. Complete unzipping of reality and turned inside out at least one million times over into pure insanity that words can not do to justice to the power of that shit. They had up to like x100 extract here sold when it was still legal. Good laughs seeing the mates try it and flip their shit run into the walls have a exorcism then your turn comes along. I think smoking pain leaf would be okay but extracts are just to much for myself.
So before I had a 10x which you had to smoke quite a bit of, then I had some 20x, which was again impossible to go very 'deep' with, now I have a 40x but we didn't go very high, it's very strong regardless but nowhere near as hard as I imagine 100x extract experiences are. Wanna build experience before I go there, because I enjoy the drug quite a bit and I don't wanna ruin that.
But honestly it's only the one night that was great, and I've tried quite a bit since but it never clicked as it did then lol
I never broke through on salvia and tbh I'm happy to leave it there... I wouldn't mind doing a chewing of the leaves like Hamilton does in his show but as far as smoking a killer extract, I'd rather have a tryptamine at my disposal!
I've had some very light experiences on salvia that were interesting. I have a 40x extract, my buddy gave it to me. He smoked it a few times, he said a tiny sprinkling on the top of a bowl cause him to have the most intense and unsettling experiences of his life, bar none. He did it 4 times. He said afterwards he has always questioned the nature of reality more than he ever has before, and that he will probably never go back because it was too disturbing. But incredibly fascinating.
But yeah, I would like to try the quid method, I hear it is much different and more entheogenic and not so insane. Traditionally it was used as a quid, and not smoked.
i think the only time i ripped a cone of it was x60 extract and that was even more insane than DMT. I Hurt myself aswell by running into the table. Thinking back now i was a idiot along with everybody else i knew smoking it why did we buy the x60 extract and not start with leaves or x10.
I believe I've seen two seperate videos of people smoking the extract and jumping out of the window whilst they were oblivious as to what was going on around them...if anything it's not even safe to do without a trip sitter.