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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Tripping Thread: Tripping Past 2020

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72mg MXiPr and 26mg 4-AcO-MiPT
Down the hatch.

Was feeling a little lethargic and my head was in a weird place, but my girlfriend let me know she has been eating mushrooms all day so I felt inspired.
What timely and enticing informing! (Too many words there, for ME lol).
 

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lol, I would say this is probably the shortest post I've ever seen you make! 😁
Glad you observed that. Even with the lengthen. Pretty empty really. Still gregariously on the ropes of life. Energy just isn’t there still so it’s a hard vine to even clutch let alone climb atm.

It’s all very physical condition related, too long running messed up guts, diverticulitis and malabsorption, sleep dep as result of that discomfort.

I’m giving it everything I can to get some energy back, only then can any healing and recovery occur.

Two vital T.B.M chiropractic treatments in 3 weeks now, have literally just turned the draining egg timer of life over to buy me time, bring some comfort.

My plan now is to access acupuncture, reopening imminently at last. Further chiropractic treatments coming, one in two Fridays, 2 one month later, as much acupuncture as I can afford in between.

Mentally I’ve crashed pretty majorly as result of too much suffering, the actual trauma of literally being on a path towards death, trying to get off that train,

But I also accept overusing LSD can really unbalance you in all ways for a while, especially at such hard times.

Arguably the biggest piss take- I have been trying to access some, any old basic mental health therapy for over 2.5 years.

I don’t want ultra specialist psychologist analysis, advanced therapy etc. Just a simple outlet. Open discussion. Lay things out. Get it out. Discuss solutions, coping measures. I especially need some sort of professional setting to constructively, openly discuss my out of control drug dependencies, chiefly LSD and Etizolam.

I’ve seen about 4 diff people over that time, been shuffled like a card pack while these experts continue to meet weekly to change the lightbulb....again!

8 weeks ago, I was finally IN! My turn, 1st appointment as assessment to decide which way to go.

The appointment went well. I could not have done a better task at concisely, relevantly, insightfully, and thoroughly laying things out, my situation, journey, complications, obstacles, wishes, needs and goals.

I haven’t even heard from them since! 8 weeks ago. First thing I made clear, was how I was long overdue for some basic support, had long passed breaking point.

Still they must be meeting weekly, on their 30K plus salaries I’m sure- to change that frickin lightbulb again and again.

Now THAT is what I call being let down by the system. I’m not sure I’m interested anymore.

I’ve come to expect that kind of neglect, at times of need, from my so-called friends, but these people are supposed to be trained professionals dealing with the most vulnerable, suicide prone people.

It’s shocked, even surprised, Mum and I (@Xorkoth see how I emit the “my” in this way of referring to my mum, as we discussed lol?)

There...made up for it now haha. Loadsa words!
 

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Thinking about maybe doing some 2cp since I got the time been a bit since I tripped. Not sure if it's a good idea since I'm getting my shot on Wednesday and don't want to feel burnt out. Will only be a little dose if I do though.
 

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I did trip again actually. But only really because I couldn’t handle continually going back to sleep after prob 32 hours kip in 39 hrs, feeling no refreshment or energy to even stay awake.

Just 150 ug still really strong. Dreaming away at dawn, CEV’s.

ButI vaporized some high quality 20% CBD flower and wow how nice and comforting on the acid. So far different to oral CBD oil.

35 grams Vanuatu kava and one very strong black coffee since 4 hours ago maybe, 20 drops CBD oil.

But this second load CBD flower is really bringing my acid trip to sparkly life. I’ve not heard much account from experienced trippers vaporizing high quality CBD flower on comeups. It’s interesting and really quite pleasant.
 

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its been 7 long weeks next week ima do LSD on bicycle day and then most likely 3-4 tabs on friday or saturday night. I Need to be annihilated before the infinite. This is the only way im going to remain positive about remaining in study and also quit smoking weed and i need to quit nicotine. that microdose was just a little more light in my life that is pretty fucking mudane. This time the trip will be very fucking deep if i take 300-400 ug alone at night with this extended break i have been on psychedelics. those heavy 300-400 ug trips i did in September changed the entire course of my life and i am forever grateful that lsd exists because without im sure suicide rates would of been a few millions higher over the course of history.

I have regrounded my self into the world again so i have new launch pad and understanding to travel deeper into the infinite multiverse. While on my microdose i thought about my relationships to people and realized what ever feelings i had were not true i just enjoyed social friendships. My true love is overseas and i will never see her for years probably :(.

I am 100% not cut out for advanced post grad stuff but the support the professors give me is quite good. i still don't know deep down what i truly want from life i have just been floating around all these years half assing everything surviving. If i wish i could figure out my true motivation that would be awesome.

when my cat died i took 400 ug and could not even see outside my window anymore it was all just a pure white light and fractal tunnel into the door of heaven. I need that taste of lysergic heaven. I also want to quit drinking aswell.

I believe i might have less than 5 high dose acid trips left within me though before i truly put it away and depending on how this next adventures go i hope i don't have to dose again for a long time. LSD is my vacation for my soul. Thinking of it lol this time last year on the same date i plan to take 400 ug i took 800 ug with my heavy tolerance now that was fucking insane still. Also will be good to finally try my guide out i have not had a full trip since the start of feb when i discovered how to achieve non duality enlightement at will on lsd
 

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got some fresh acid cool artwork. 105 ug tabs. going to finish my report today almost done. Written over 3000 words since sunday
PICS!!!! we really need to get the blotterArT Thread back alive... who doesnt love to see some nice prints eh?
 

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I don’t think sex plays a role in tolerance.
My GF prefers higher doses than I do.
Ah. I'm sure there's variances (weight definitely doesn't play a roll, I'm thin but need 40mg+) so I didn't mean this as an absolute rule, just guidelines. From what I can tell females generally need less dosage than males but of course there are abnormalities and hardheads out there.

What blew my mind even more, was when I got some cocaine in Houston, TX from a friend later that year, and it was 2-3x better than even the darknet stuff had been. It was so good, a friend and I were delayed going to an afterparty for 3 hours, because we decided to try a bump before we left, and then felt so good, that we just didn't care to go to the party.
There's some good coke in H-town sometimes. TX being closer to the border helps I think. When I was a teenager way back, you could get QPs of brick weed for $100 lol
 

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got some fresh acid cool artwork. 105 ug tabs. going to finish my report today almost done. Written over 3000 words since sunday
Just make sure you back it up. I lost a whole 2000 word essay on Schizophrenia once when my computer crashed. Had to write it all again.
 

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Just make sure you back it up. I lost a whole 2000 word essay on Schizophrenia once when my computer crashed. Had to write it all again.
i ended up finishing it. then smoked some weed had some very sketchy people appoarch me in the park at midnight asking how i was they were cooked off their rockers on meth for sure. Lucky for some reason i decided to carry a knife on me these days incase anything went down. I see so much crazy shit happen at this park man down the road its fucked.
 

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i ended up finishing it. then smoked some weed had some very sketchy people appoarch me in the park at midnight asking how i was they were cooked off their rockers on meth for sure. Lucky for some reason i decided to carry a knife on me these days incase anything went down. I see so much crazy shit happen at this park man down the road its fucked.
Well it sounds to me like that park just isn’t the best place for you to be entering at night if there is a way around.

Our own University park was safe AF in comparison, although the police still drove through one Saturday Dusk and insisted on driving me safely the remaining 40 metres of the path.

I was on these truly amazing E’s too. Small things, blue, with a B on them. Wow. I later had their yellow equivalents which were somehow even better.
 

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its the only place i can smoke weed at that though. But so far nothing has happened to myself well i do seem like a truly sketchy person myself probably why people dont try anything with me lol.
 

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i ended up finishing it. then smoked some weed had some very sketchy people appoarch me in the park at midnight asking how i was they were cooked off their rockers on meth for sure. Lucky for some reason i decided to carry a knife on me these days incase anything went down. I see so much crazy shit happen at this park man down the road its fucked.

Last week I went to get my first covid vaccine shot, and I parked across from this guy. I got out of the car and he just started chatting away to me, he was telling me stuff like "keep your head up man, things will get better", and he kept asking me about what I was doing. His vibe was extremely methy. My girlfriend texted me while I was in there that he and the guy he was with kept talking to her and wouldn't leave her alone, and were counting piles of money and probably smoking meth in the front seat, she wasn't sure. When I got back out, the guy called to me and asked me if I could keep an eye on his car while they went in, and not let anyone go inside the car. I was like, alright man, and then he went inside. I was supposed to wait for 15 minutes in case I had an allergic reaction. Then, the guy came back out and I waved to him and started to drive off. Then he ran over waving his arms and shouting, so I rolled down the window and he was all wild eyed and asked if I saw anyone approach his car. I said no man, no one has been near your car. He looked down and then started screaming "FUCK!!!! FUCK!!!!" at the top of his lungs. I got out of there as quick as possible because it seemed like whatever was going on, it was one little step away from him blaming me for it. But then this old lady pulled out right in front of me and then took like 5 minutes to turn out onto the main road (busy street and she waited for there to be no cars within like an entire minute's drive from there), so I just sat there behind her, watching the guy in my rear view, tearing apart his car and screaming and looking increasingly violent. It totally sketched me out.
 

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It was weird because he was only inside for a couple of minutes. He was either paranoid/psychotic or he was setting up to frame the guy he was with for stealing some meth or something.
 

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Meth is a fucked drug. My mate oncqas in a house and these other meth heads cut this dudes finger off for smoking the pipe wrong my mate had to sit there they would not let him leave but he escaped out the window at 3am running down the street.

Meth heads scare the living shit out of me
 

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I don't get the tofu and smartdrug arguments actually, I honestly think it's a big waste =D
I hate reading about people microdosing 2C-x tbh, especially now that everything's so rare, but uhm it's none of my business!
The smart drug experiments were conducted in the 80s by Darrell Lemaire (an under appreciated psychedelic chemist, every bit as important as Shulgin.) I don't think he was concerned about wasting material as it wasn't even a known drug at the time except for small circles of people close to psychedelic chemists.
If you read the reports from his study it does seem like some people did feel the "smart pill" effects of 2c-d. Here it is
I think there's a lot that can be gained from micro and mini doses of psychedelics and we're not fully aware of their potential because its only become a popular thing in the last decade.
I like to use small doses of psychedelics because it allows me to tap in to some of the same thoughts and feelings I have on full doses without blowing my mind. I save the mind blowing ones for rare occasions these days. And microdoses of psilocybin is a very effective antidepressant among other things like heightened creativity.

But I do understand where you're coming from not wanting to waste rare psychedelics. If I had 2c-d today it would be used for full on trips.
 
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