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Zephyn

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i am sure there is terrible mdma, and there might even be more nowadays. there might even be some shitty chems adulterated with actual mdma so the black reaction is stronger on whichever reagent so people think its pure mdma. but in 2009-2012 i can vouch personally there was REAL good mdma.
 

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in ~2010-2012 there was stiill very good high quality mdma, and even pressies floating around. I am sure there still is. mehdma is simply brain damage/perma tolerance
Exactly, and .I don’t dispute that first point from you.

But I just cannot reject the idea of the majority of Molly in circulation now isn’t right for whatever reason, and there’s no way this could fail to fuel the more widespread prevalence and nature of MDMA comedowns. I never actually meant to say no amazing MDMA is still out trhere.


Just a big Shame the pool got so polluted.

Personally I haven’t taken MDMA since 2005 and I would really like to and I have two legitimate Dutch Bowser pills at 220 mg, Two reasons though I’ve not taken them yet one is the genuine fear of a severe allergic reaction the other one is one or two single uses could result in a notice in my mental cognitive capabilities and sharpmpness, Which I am extremely comfortable with currently, Despite phenomenally insane LSD usage recently.

I’ve no idea how my Dutch, non saffrole Bowser pills may feel, we’ll see.


okay, shoots, tripping too much plus very weed high to type more.

Double damn.,I’ve more vaporizer hits to finish lol.


Take care all.
 
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in ~2010-2012 there was stiill very good high quality mdma, and even pressies floating around. I am sure there still is. mehdma is simply brain damage/perma tolerance
You see, I just can’t accept this though. I took for real about 3500 MDMA pills including Crystal 1996 to 2005. Crazy usages.

In 2005, before Lyme stole my life, I was loving my MDMA to bits. nothing meh about.

Zero magic loss. Although, early 2005 I actually suspect the arrival of Meh. These Mickey Mouse pills- HOW appropriate? They were not right. Literally like imitations.

And they did have a comedown too.

Lucky for me then,,close home contacts and raves full,of sublime crystal and presses I could still access the best.

But I really I really feel there IS a Meh version in mass circulation. I never lost magic no way, and not in arrogance just fact, I don’t know of others on this forum who took more MDMA, days, weeks on end even.

If so, bluelighters, Please come forward I would love to hear your story.
 

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Wrong, friend of mine had his first MDMA experience last year, bored out of our minds.

My first MDMA experiences consisted mostly out of terrible MDMA, there is plenty of 'evidence'
Haha, I THINK you said what I tried to in my usual, roundabout way.

Been vaping a wicked cannabis vaporizer today called Herborizer Ti, got me so high with loads of....yep....kava too. Still so high on acid. 11 days off was plenty to make 300 ug a sensational thing.
 

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Haha, I THINK you said what I tried to in my usual, roundabout way.

Been vaping a wicked cannabis vaporizer today called Herborizer Ti, got me so high with loads of....yep....kava too. Still so high on acid. 11 days off was plenty to make 300 ug a sensational thing.
if you dont mind me asking how old are you? I cannot imagine ever taking acid as much as you do, even when i was younger and able to handle my drugs better
 

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IMO that is just the point in 2005 when you burned out your receptors.
But I didn’t see it like that. I got struck by something much much bigger and more impactful than heavy MDMA usage.

Lyme Disease. I was honestly coping remarkably well right up until that hit me like a locomotive, receptor burn out or not, honestly.

Considering all, my brain works really quite well in many ways. But my body suffered hell due to the ravages of the Lyme .Disease Causing new logical bacterial infection.
 

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But I didn’t see it like that. I got struck by something much much bigger and more impactful than heavy MDMA usage.

Lyme Disease. I was honestly coping remarkably well right up until that hit me like a locomotive, receptor burn out or not, honestly.

Considering all, my brain works really quite well in many ways. But my body suffered hell due to the ravages of the Lyme .Disease Causing new logical bacterial infection.
that sucks, i knew someone with lyme and i know it frusterated her very much how medical providers didnt take her seriously and how badly it effected her life. personally, i feel like i suffer even more with a yet-to-be-defined illness or maybe its all psychosomatic, idk. but either way, im sorry that sucks, chronic lyme from what ive seen personally is debilitating as depression :( does the LSD help?i heard rumors of lyme being contaigious like an STD, maybe i should get tested, lol
 

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if you dont mind me asking how old are you? I cannot imagine ever taking acid as much as you do, even when i was younger and able to handle my drugs better
Mate, I do not mind you asking at all and I am the sort of person who would literally tell you any single thing you asked me to the absolute details as long as I won’t end up behind bars LOL.

I hide absolutely nothing and spill it all. I’ve nothing ultimately to be ashamed of all embarrassed about And I try my best to lead by example by helping others to feel less need for barriers and self protection etc.

So, I actually turned 41 years old exactly 2 weeks ago.

I have tripped on and off since 1996- 25 YEARS! Lol. To be absolutely honest with you age aside I truly believe I could take it in my absolute stride if not for the incredibly difficult catch 22 exhausting and painful conditions and living situation all live with due to the complications of my Lyme disease and severe allergies just trying to live a normal life.

But like I say mate any curiosities I will share with you like the open list book you’ll come across.
 

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that sucks, i knew someone with lyme and i know it frusterated her very much how medical providers didnt take her seriously and how badly it effected her life. personally, i feel like i suffer even more with a yet-to-be-defined illness or maybe its all psychosomatic, idk. but either way, im sorry that sucks, chronic lyme from what ive seen personally is debilitating as depression :( does the LSD help?i heard rumors of lyme being contaigious like an STD, maybe i should get tested, lol
You could actually have a milder form of Lyme disease yourself I’ve learnt a lot recently including the fact that the majority of people silently have this but the mainstream testing is pitifully inadequate and Lyme diseaseCan manifest in every single person in its own unique way with a great variation of severity my only case was the most incredibly severe and debilitating and complicated you can really imagine but has brought me such a wealth of education and learning so I don’t even regret it really I just wish with all my heart to be comfortable and well at some point.
 

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You could actually have a milder form of Lyme disease yourself I’ve learnt a lot recently including the fact that the majority of people silently have this but the mainstream testing is pitifully inadequate and Lyme diseaseCan manifest in every single person in its own unique way with a great variation of severity my only case was the most incredibly severe and debilitating and complicated you can really imagine but has brought me such a wealth of education and learning so I don’t even regret it really I just wish with all my heart to be comfortable and well at some point.
from a tick? or from sex with someone with chronic lyme? (or idk, i also awoke in their house with scratches all over my back, deep ones that bled with no explaination and they mentioned their mothers ambien, i still dont know what to make of them). the person themselves warned me they thought lyme could be spread thru sex, but i thought they were delusional as they blamed everything in their life on lyme
 

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that sucks, i knew someone with lyme and i know it frusterated her very much how medical providers didnt take her seriously and how badly it effected her life. personally, i feel like i suffer even more with a yet-to-be-defined illness or maybe its all psychosomatic, idk. but either way, im sorry that sucks, chronic lyme from what ive seen personally is debilitating as depression :( does the LSD help?i heard rumors of lyme being contaigious like an STD, maybe i should get tested, lol
And you have asked a very good question there because I actually use the LSD to literally elevate my mind and consciousnessAnd raise my vibrations.

LSD When used with the right intention can actually be remarkably healing and releasing. However it can also be a real challenge when you are generally suffering in so much pain and difficulty but that teaches you enormous mental strength in the process as well.

I took 300 ug yesterday after an 11 day break. Truly incredible in all ways And is not the least bit of a negative experience.
 

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from a tick? or from sex with someone with chronic lyme? (or idk, i also awoke in their house with scratches all over my back, deep ones that bled with no explaination and they mentioned their mothers ambien, i still dont know what to make of them). the person themselves warned me they thought lyme could be spread thru sex, but i thought they were delusional as they blamed everything in their life on lyme
Tick for me. Late 2004 bite. However, it gradually progressed. Bizarre excessive mucus, allergy like symptoms started developing later 2004, early 2005 I suffered two consecutive very severe 2 week chest infections.

Plus a 3 week flu.

I took antibiotics—amoxicillin for both chest infections. Suddenly, May 2005, my world flipped upside down. Allergic to everything, major chronic fatigue, multiple debilitating conditions And virtually no immune system to this very day with permanent multiple respiratory infections as a result.

mosquitos, spiders, Also can transmit the bacteria which causes Lyme disease I believe.
 

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so it can be sexually transmitted? maybe i should get a test
I’m really not sure about that I think it was up in the air when I lost looked at it but who knows what the definitive decision was I think you should try and get as many reliable tests as you can done not just rely on the mainstream because they are flawed as heck and unreliable.

Look into current information online transmission via sex as well, but regardless It would still be worth getting as most accurate and reliable a checkout as you can and please keep me posted on what sort of testing you have done and what results you get because I’d be very interested in case I could provide any further assistance.
 

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from what i just looked, it is in fact an STD. I didnt know that. i will get checked soon. maybe i should have listened to the person who told me it might spread to me.
I’m really not sure about that I think it was up in the air when I lost looked at it but who knows what the definitive decision was I think you should try and get as many reliable tests as you can done not just rely on the mainstream because they are flawed as heck and unreliable.

Look into current information online transmission via sex as well, but regardless It would still be worth getting as most accurate and reliable a checkout as you can and please keep me posted on what sort of testing you have done and what results you get because I’d be very interestefd ifn case I could provide any further assistance.from
 

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Tick for me. Late 2004 bite. However, it gradually progressed. Bizarre excessive mucus, allergy like symptoms started developing later 2004, early 2005 I suffered two consecutive very severe 2 week chest infections.

Plus a 3 week flu.

I took antibiotics—amoxicillin for both chest infections. Suddenly, May 2005, my world flipped upside down. Allergic to everything, major chronic fatigue, multiple debilitating conditions And virtually no immune system to this very day with permanent multiple respiratory infections as a result.

mosquitos, spiders, Also can transmit the bacteria which causes Lyme disease I believe.
Makes me wonder if your massive mdma intake in the years prior to this impacted heavily on your immune system

I guess you'll never know but it wouldn't surprise me whatsoever should that have been the case
 

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Makes me wonder if your massive mdma intake in the years prior to this impacted heavily on your immune system

I guess you'll never know but it wouldn't surprise me whatsoever should that have been the case
mdma is an extremely "hard" drug
 

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Makes me wonder if your massive mdma intake in the years prior to this impacted heavily on your immune system

I guess you'll never know but it wouldn't surprise me whatsoever should that have been the case
I haven’t ruled that out at all. We are all our own unique lifelong algebra of influences and indidividual,Constitution.

however regardless of that it was really that simple little tick bite and consequence bacterial infection invading my entire nervous system and brain which sent things into such disarray and it’s worth saying that my case is not unique at all people who have never touched a drug and I’ve been completely healthy successful married advanced careers have experienced similar degrees Of having their life totally ripped away from them to the point where they are affectively bedridden and incapable of anything other than survival this is precisely why you don’t really hear from such people because they are simply too debilitated to be active and communicable unlike myself fortunately.

So I’m not disagreeing with your suggestion at all just making the point that regardless of that true full blown Lyme disease is capable by it self off the full works I have suffered myself regardless of drugtaking and general health and neurological status prior to infection.
 
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