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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Tripping Thread: Tripping Past 2020

polarthedog

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I find dxm to be the perfect drug to cause time dilation in order to feel like I’m strung out for days instead of just hours, and it makes opiates stronger
 

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O remember one time when I was 16, I was on dxm, and I realized I was god, and that I loved the whole universe, so i tried to wake my brother up and tell him, but’s it was 3 am, so he wasn’t very willing to get up. I then proceeded to lose my phone, which I couldn’t find all night. I tried calling it, And I heard it ring from all directions lol
I know I’m not god, but at the time it sure felt like I was
I have kind of a narcissistic/ god complex sober, so I guess dxm intensifies it.

Another time aliens were in my head telling me the future

I’m not criticising or judging and I can see the fun in such experiences but it really seems to me more like “psychosis” as opposed to “expanded consciousness”.

On LSD I can definitely lose my grip on my ego and be in a very strange state of consciousness but I don’t think it’s ever psychotic or delusional. Which is why I’m not entirely on board with researchers who think that LSD mimics schizophrenia.

Have others had god-like delusions on LSD?

Maybe definition of psychosis is not quite right?
 

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I’m not criticising or judging and I can see the fun in such experiences but it really seems to me more like “psychosis” as opposed to “expanded consciousness”.

On LSD I can definitely lose my grip on my ego and be in a very strange state of consciousness but I don’t think it’s ever psychotic or delusional. Which is why I’m not entirely on board with researchers who think that LSD mimics schizophrenia.

Have others had god-like delusions on LSD?

Maybe definition of psychosis is not quite right?
I don’t think it’s exactly the same, though I would say it’s similar, thing is I both thought I was god and had some idea that I was delusional, I agree with you that lsd does not mimic schizophrenia, maybe sleep deprivation, or deleriants, but not lsd, though at least those researchers are trying, gotta give them that
 

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I read an arrtical that said I think 5tp2a antagonists are theorized to prevent sleep paralysis
I’ve had sleep paralysis and night terrors 2 nights out of 4 since I tripped large but the combination of things I took over 2 mights makes it very hard to narrow down either the cause or what to stop taking. I’ve taken both agonists and antagonists during, before and after. I’ve also had vague tinnitus ever since which I think is connected.
 

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I’m not criticising or judging and I can see the fun in such experiences but it really seems to me more like “psychosis” as opposed to “expanded consciousness”.

On LSD I can definitely lose my grip on my ego and be in a very strange state of consciousness but I don’t think it’s ever psychotic or delusional. Which is why I’m not entirely on board with researchers who think that LSD mimics schizophrenia.

Have others had god-like delusions on LSD?

Maybe definition of psychosis is not quite right?
the experince of god under LSD is different. At the depths of ego dissolution when all boundaries are dissolved you are gone totally gone your awareness has expanded to infinity all concepts are gone no body no earth nothing it no longer exists in that state. In that state you experience the union with source which is most commonly described was becoming one with GOD but your "I" is gone there is nothing to identify with its just infinity at that point its not a delusion or psychotic because your body in the real world is totally quiet and you look like the lights are off totally if somebody saw you. Its all the most bliss experince where you realize reality=love=energy=infinity=awareness=god its all just labels really all it is infinite love and awareness infinite possibilities coming back you realize the sheer magnitude of what just happened and are humbled by your humanity usually i cry each time as just how beautiful behind the scenes of reality it is but i don't go running around telling everybody i am the lord and savoir because in that moment you realize everything is god. GOD just means the totality of existence not some magic man in the sky coming to save us. IT is what we already are a dream within the infinite creative mind born out of boredom loneliness and the mere fact of infinity implies we must exist in all ways the vastness of it is just crushing your literally in awe at the sheer infinity it blows ur mind because reality can not be any other way but its all united by awareness. We are the same energy in this play constantly changing but our universe is not the only thing out there the rabbit hole is endless.

The difference is on psychedelics is that this insight will deeply change you as a person. This experience is rare though not depending on dose or anything unless you take 5meo dmt which is a sure fire way to die and come back.

On LSD i only need 250 ug proper darknet LSD to experience it but thats not a sure thing set and setting play a big part but even then its only by unknown means that this grace will one day reveal itself. I went 40 trips before coming into contact with GOD again on LSD in may last year then another 3 trips that i met god again then from that point i was able to tap into GOD on most acid trips if i took enough.
 

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First time I used dxm, I used about 1.8 grams a day for a week. I didn’t even consider stopping, the only thought that occurred to me was to go to the store and steal some more. I loved it, a couple years ago I used everyday for about 9 months, I’ve had a trip before where I felt my heart stop, i died/ got stuck i a loop, and realized the only way that free myself was to destroy the universe and everything in it and start from scratch, recreating everything, so I did so. Lol it was pretty cool, and pretty scary, but usually I lose the capacity to feel fear as the dose increases, and all I feel is one of the most stronges5 senses of euphoria and bliss ever. I really like mixing it with mescaline. I would say that the euphoria is equal between mescaline and dxm for me.
Just always avoid MDMA with DXM. Depending exactly when each is taken, I forget-the overlap, greatly enhances MDMA’s neurotoxicity.

I never knowingly took DXM, except legendary British Robotusin cough mixture.

I definitely felt the negative impacts from combining bottles of that stuff with stacks of MDMA.

That was early 2000’s. I didn’t know about DXM enhancing the neurotoxicity then.

Just like we never appreciated those 3 day/night August heatwave festivals and the best ecstasy pills I could imagine on my desert island one day.

I’m sure I had a serotonin syndrome event in August 2000, 3rd night, I definitely had some ecstasy type brain damage hit me, but on reflection that prolonged intense heat can’t have helped.

Yet, naive AF me simply didn’t appreciate that aspect at the time.
 

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i honestly believe proper 250 ug is the perfect LSD dose. Just as the universe intended it to be with albert hoffman taking 250 ug for the first time. A true life death rebirth experience. But also carries risk for those who are naive or have bad set and setting.
 

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i honestly believe proper 250 ug is the perfect LSD dose. Just as the universe intended it to be with albert hoffman taking 250 ug for the first time. A true life death rebirth experience. But also carries risk for those who are naive or have bad set and setting.
If only we could have confidence in what our tabs are actually dosed at. Most people believe tabs are under-dosed so maybe 4-5 tabs typically advertised as around 100 ug is the sweet spot. Feels about right to me. Maybe a little bit over. But next batch might be different again.

Certainly 1 tab only or less for first timers.
 

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I’ve had sleep paralysis and night terrors 2 nights out of 4 since I tripped large but the combination of things I took over 2 mights makes it very hard to narrow down either the cause or what to stop taking. I’ve taken both agonists and antagonists during, before and after. I’ve also had vague tinnitus ever since which I think is connected.
You know, I actually count my own long running tinnitus, which I literally barely ever consider, as a blessing.

I can still live a safe, functional, normal life in tune with the world around. But it’s the sound of life that can grate on my nerves like nails on a blackboard, especially the more acid I take.

The tinnitus dumbs that down when I want to block it out.

What a silver lining hey?

I know this is shameful, but speaking honestly, a part of me is envious of deaf people.

“Silence is Golden”! I had an amazing, beautiful, deaf dog once. Pure white Jack Russell/Chihuahua cross, called Josie. Hilarious thing. Happy as Larry. We communicated via sign language, body language, eye contact and facial expression.

She would be off-lead out walking, always under equal or better immediate recall control than hearing dogs. But totally free to go wherever. I just kept hindsight watch for bikes, any potential danger etc.

I used to walk her so tripped out on acid and ketamine too. That was like, 17 years ago.
 
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i honestly believe proper 250 ug is the perfect LSD dose. Just as the universe intended it to be with albert hoffman taking 250 ug for the first time. A true life death rebirth experience. But also carries risk for those who are naive or have bad set and setting.
I won’t disagree on that. It’s quite indisputable really.

However, it’s worth saying that 2 of those is some real ridiculousness.

You can take more acid. And I/We, have.

But I don’t think you can really get higher on acid.

500 ug is just nuts.
 

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You know, I actually count my own long running tinnitus, which I literally barely ever consider, as a blessing.

I can still live a safe, functional, normal life in tune with the world around. But it’s the sound of life that can grate on my nerves like nails on a blackboard, especially the more acid I take.

The tinnitus dumbs that down when I want to block it out.

What a silver lining hey?

I know this is shameful, but speaking honestly, apart of me is envious of deaf people.

“Silence is Golden”! I had an amazing, beautiful, deaf dog once. Pure white Jack Russell/Chihuahua cross. Hilarious thing. Happy as Larry. We communicated via sign language, body language, eye contact and facial expression.

She would be off-lead out walking, always under equal or better immediate recall control than hearing dogs.

I used to walk her so tripped out on acid and ketamine too. That was like, 17 years ago.
I really like music but I’m naturally sensitive to noise or discordance so I spend a lot of time wanting things to be quiet when I get high. I need everything to be balanced and in sync or I get edgy. Possibly a minor aspie or ocd symptom.
 

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I really like music but I’m naturally sensitive to noise or discordance so I spend a lot of time wanting things to be quiet when I get high. I need everything to be balanced and in sync or I get edgy. Possibly a minor aspie or ocd symptom.
It’s amazing what we can mentally adjust to and learn to live with in time.

Neither my tinnitus nor an unfortunate 2016 Optic nerve injury bothers me consciously these years.

I do feel well fried currently from acid though. Now that I notice. Like difficulty breathing as another example.

Painless things, grass not so green, taste not so sweet, my mind can over matter that.

I’m kind of living for today in a lot of ways. As we should. Limited and days are survival challenges at least twice a week no exaggeration.

My point, there are thought structures we build that create unhappiness and longing, and a change in perspective can do wonders. It just takes time and experience, naturally.
 

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I’ve been getting nostalgic lately thinking about my past tripping “career.” I haven’t indulged in about 14 months, since Bicycle Day 2020 - took a single hit and...rode my bike about 20 miles. Prior to that, I hadn’t tripped for about two years.

Does anyone else keep a list or journal of their psychedelic use? Since getting my first batch of 2ce in Nov. 2008, I have recorded the date, dose, and a brief note of each of my 104 trips since then.
Cue the wolf of wall street meme - gotta pump those rookie numbers up!

I used to trip a lot more often from 2009 to 2014, when I had my first daughter. Now it’s like once a year instead of once a month. Another factor is having been severely assaulted last year and sustaining a brain injury - that has given me some apprehension when it comes to tripping. Anyways...

I got reading about the various lysergamides like AL-LAD, ETH-LAD..that one sounds particularly nice but as far as lysergmides, I “only” have access to presumed LSD. Been slowly munching on the same batch that I acquired in 2013. Haven’t taken a different psychedelic since my year long stint with miprocin from 2014-2015.

Getting that itch to trip again, would likely go for the acid out of habit, but miprocin or 4-aco-dmt are attractive candidates to revisit. Haven’t tried my 4acodmt stash since my bachelor party in 2012. A couple of us dosed it irresponsibility after taking LSD and drinking alcohol for much of the day. My one friend had a seizure from a reasonable sized dose - he was ok but I suppose that has sort of tainted the chemical’s image in my subconscious - even if it was more the fault of Sir Captain Morgan
 
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If only we could have confidence in what our tabs are actually dosed at. Most people believe tabs are under-dosed so maybe 4-5 tabs typically advertised as around 100 ug is the sweet spot. Feels about right to me. Maybe a little bit over. But next batch might be different again.

Certainly 1 tab only or less for first timers.
i usually get at least a tab tested from a sheet but i done so much accurate dosed LSD these days i can tell all the way down to 20 ug differences.
 

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Just always avoid MDMA with DXM. Depending exactly when each is taken, I forget-the overlap, greatly enhances MDMA’s neurotoxicity.

I never knowingly took DXM, except legendary British Robotusin cough mixture.

I definitely felt the negative impacts from combining bottles of that stuff with stacks of MDMA.

That was early 2000’s. I didn’t know about DXM enhancing the neurotoxicity then.

Just like we never appreciated those 3 day/night August heatwave festivals and the best ecstasy pills I could imagine on my desert island one day.

I’m sure I had a serotonin syndrome event in August 2000, 3rd night, I definitely had some ecstasy type brain damage hit me, but on reflection that prolonged intense heat can’t have helped.

Yet, naive AF me simply didn’t appreciate that aspect at the time.
Mescaline isn’t mdma, i see your point though, there is some similarities, I’ve never actually had any problems with serotonin syndrome, maybe my brains just more tolerant to high levels of serotonin, thanks for the concern though
 

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I’ve been getting nostalgic lately thinking about my past tripping “career.” I haven’t indulged in about 14 months, since Bicycle Day 2020 - took a single hit and...rode my bike about 20 miles. Prior to that, I hadn’t tripped for about two years.

Does anyone else keep a list or journal of their psychedelic use? Since getting my first batch of 2ce in Nov. 2008, I have recorded the date, dose, and a brief note of each of my 104 trips since then.
Cue the wolf of wall street meme - gotta pump those rookie numbers up!

I used to trip a lot more often from 2009 to 2014, when I had my first daughter. Now it’s like once a year instead of once a month. Another factor is having been severely assaulted last year and sustaining a brain injury - that has given me some apprehension when it comes to tripping. Anyways...

I got reading about the various lysergamides like AL-LAD, ETH-LAD..that one sounds particularly nice but as far as lysergmides, I “only” have access to presumed LSD. Been slowly munching on the same batch that I acquired in 2013. Haven’t taken a different psychedelic since my year long stint with miprocin from 2014-2015.

Getting that itch to trip again, would likely go for the acid out of habit, but miprocin or 4-aco-dmt are attractive candidates to revisit. Haven’t tried my 4acodmt stash since my bachelor party in 2012. A couple of us dosed it irresponsibility after taking LSD and drinking alcohol for much of the day. My one friend had a seizure from a reasonable sized dose - he was ok but I suppose that has sort of tainted the chemical’s image in my subconscious- even if it was more the fault of Sir Captain Morgan
I have an extremely good chronological, accurate mental journey of all my psychedelic usage. It’s like a visually encoded memory network which is navigational.

Saying that, I can’t tell you how many times I’ve “tripped” as such, this year, last, or before. But I know exactly what and how much I have taken every single time, each occasion, experience, where memory is stored it’s all there.

I must have tripped over a hundred times the last 2 years at least though thinking about it.
 

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i usually get at least a tab tested from a sheet but i done so much accurate dosed LSD these days i can tell all the way down to 20 ug differences.
I would say you’re likely an outlier in this case haha
I’ve eaten it over 50 times and I legit have no idea what the dosage is.
I can gauge within the same batch fairly well - say 20-50 hits from the same source. And I can compare between batches - for example that the red star microdots as “150 ug” were some of the strongest doses I ever came across...but I still sort of doubt the claim of 150 ug
 
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