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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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at the start everything is amazing it seems like the solution to life the high is cleaner than any stimulant on the planet but that all fades off into a soul destroying addiction. Some people i know could handle it and never fell into deep use using here and there while most where just consumed by it. A little amount is fine for getting everything done but when it increases to gram a day is totally fried.

Its a slippery slope and alot of people fall into the meth trap from opiate withdrawls to get things done. Stay safe out there Charlie if you are going to use it i would recommend taking long breaks between like months else the power of its addiction can turn into a true beast.

Im only gonna buy two grams a month and 30ml vial of GHB from the same guy and when they are both gone in a few days its over for the month, im not gonna be using it by myself tho well maybe the G i will mostly. Most my friends dont redose every four hours like i do. If i do Meth or GHB two weeks later which i may do occasionally im not gonna pay for the stuff. Still need to get my psychedelics cuz i will use DMT multiple times a week now and longer acting psychedlics once a week. I have sources for Buprenorpine and Methadone off the street so i wont have to worry about that any longer and im gonna use Dope sparingly. Gonna try and keep Ketamine and family to twice a month binge and thats it.
 

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I've been using 50-100ug of BPC-157 in a nasal spray each morning for the past week. It's a novel peptide which shows some promise in recovery of dopaminergic and gabaergic systems (not studied in humans though), though it's mainly been studied/is being touted as a healing peptide, a good friend swears by it for eliminating his joint pain. It is supposed to have an effect on a variety of systems. I can't say for sure if it's doing anything, but I have been feeling quite good this week, as well as motivated and pretty at peace, ever since my benzo rebound finished. I started taking in like 2 days before that rebound stopped, too. I have been motivated to work out and have started doing so again the past few days.
 

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I am kind of hoping, that contrary to the fire...2021 can be the Aether!

I mean, we are all heading there eventually, right? And I've not heard any official reports that it is not a wonderful place/state to be, so I'm going to presume that it is.

Don't mind me, just high on nice organic weed, mellowed from loads of kava....

I mean what I say though.
 

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I don't see any contraindications listed for MAOIs and viagra, but be careful. Definitely don't ever mix meth and AMT but I'm sure you realize that.
Lots of people who drink kava, have falsely tested positive for MDMA.

Suggested, maybe even evidenced MAO activity. I never looked at the specs of the whole MAO thing myself, terms, action etc.

Just a vague warning about Ssrotonin syndrom back in those days, mixing MDMA with other, seretonin raisers, is how our uneducated minds sort of read it right or wrong.
 

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I've been using 50-100ug of BPC-157 in a nasal spray each morning for the past week. It's a novel peptide which shows some promise in recovery of dopaminergic and gabaergic systems (not studied in humans though), though it's mainly been studied/is being touted as a healing peptide, a good friend swears by it for eliminating his joint pain. It is supposed to have an effect on a variety of systems. I can't say for sure if it's doing anything, but I have been feeling quite good this week, as well as motivated and pretty at peace, ever since my benzo rebound finished. I started taking in like 2 days before that rebound stopped, too. I have been motivated to work out and have started doing so again the past few days.
That’s awesome, it sounds like it’s probably working. I’m trying to hunt down a vial to try subq injections for various pains but all the usual places are out of it right now. I’m really looking forward to trying it tho.
 

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alot of gym goers use bpc-157 here. Idk how other countries fare in their gym scenes but here people seem to have endless stocks of every novel steroid peptide and everything else. I was thinking of trying out mk-677 myself for a cheap HGH boost.

Alot of those ripped dudes swear by bpc-157 for healing their gym injuries super fast. I wonder what other novel peptides will come along in the future.
 

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I have some more MK-677, I will probably start using it again until it's gone now that I'm working out again.
 

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I don't see any contraindications listed for MAOIs and viagra, but be careful. Definitely don't ever mix meth and AMT but I'm sure you realize that.

Maybe i should start with lowish dose like 40-50mgs then and see how it feels before taking a monster dose of 100mgs like last time. I mean last time i could still fuck and eventually come without it maybe last combo was just way too much drugs at once. I feel pretty horrible right now honestly the lack of sleep is really catching up to me. Thankfully i leave for work at 4pm tomorrow so i can sleep in till 10 or 11am.
 

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don't take 100mg of viagra, it's way too much. 25-50mg is enough if you're not 80 yo.
 

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Will start with half viagra and 45mgs aMT then for sure and i dont think im doing Meth again for awhile. I feel so drained and depleted holy fuck. I couldnt live like this all the time i would deff wait very long time and never do so damn much like that. My roomate said we have to stay clean for awhile cuz he is hurtin today also. That 12 hour shift today really kicked my ass thank god i can sleep in tommrow. Gonna stay away for month or something and im gonna just eat and drink couple days my piss was so dark its disturbing and i could feel the drugs coming outta my pours its nuts. Gotta get healthier and stay on right track. Gonna try and sleep now, love all you guys ❤
 

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Hey all, tell me if this is too crazy or in the same category as say a prayer? Got my FIL in Canada in a nursing home slowly dying. He should have shuffled off already but he won't let go. My wife is up there now and we are just waiting for him to pass.

I will make paragraphs to make this easier to read. So I feel we are all connected and that even dying takes everyone else into consideration. I felt the problem was not letting go. My wife and I have been fighting because I told her to not go up early she was just up there. Anyway she is up there and he is hanging on. So last night I felt like doing something that "may" help. I took 22 mgs of DMT and blasted off in his honor. I feel like you need to "let go" when you do DMT, the thought being we are all connected so if I let go he will. Anyway I did it in his honor, and we just got a phone call that he may go today so I keep saying "we got you Jim". I would never say what I did had anything to do with it as that creates belief systems. But a part of me feels that way. Maybe that is "shaman like" lol

The DMT, I broke through on 22 mgs. It told me. There is a point where it has full control and it showed me it has me in it's spell. It engulfed me. Beautiful windows of dimensions. It was not all joy though, at one point my finger was twitching with that tryptamine feeling. Then I felt a presence screwing with me, telling me it is making my finger twitch. I got a little alarmed but then said get lost buddy and I focused past it and it left. My finger still twitched but I knew it was not by an entity. I went through some beautiful "garbage dumps",, as if even the slums are pretty. I ended with me laughing and saying thanks. Different angles this time but a good experience. Half beautiful, half challenging. It is important to focus passed anything screwing with us.

I hope my FIL passes today for his own sake. I took the guy out to a casino a few times and he had to listen to my ramblings about Life/Nature/Death. He seemed to like it. I want him to let go and be better than that nursing home. I hope his spirit flies today.

I hope that is not too crazy. But life can be. I will keep you all posted.
 

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I am SO jealous of people who have access to real, beneficial psychoactives. I've lived most of my 50 years in a bumfuck northeastern fishtown where you can find a bar/liquor store, crack or oxy on every corner, but I have never even KNOWN anyone who has ever seen anything like a peyote button or a tab of real LSD-25.

I know that there are RCs, but with no job, cash, bank account, credit card, reliable online access or even a steady mailing address right now, they're just not an option. Plus, you never really know what you're getting in that case unless you have a whole pharmaceutical testing kit to go along with it.
Not so difficult if one were to search on the web. One might be able to find San Pedro cactus chips or skin powder for said purposes.

I am ecstatic... I got off probation and celebrated with a little Delta 8. I hadn't smoked in months and I might have over shot the mark a bit into anxiety territory. Went for a walk with my dog, while reflecting on my recent fortunate circumstances. I was overcome with a beautiful feeling of freedom and bliss.

@Xorkoth @SunriseChampion ... I'd like to start working out again but I want to focus more on my health and the experience, than the looking glass, vanity traps I've found myself in before. I want to do all kinds of novel exercises and focus on using just body weight.

@Cosmic Charlie Be careful my brother. That's quite the bender you've been on lately. Meth scares the crap out of me. Everytime I've used it something dark or sinister happened. Really felt like an evil drug. Last time I did it my roommates tried to set me up in a controlled buy and plant drugs on me so had to move out in my underwear. Don't let a succubus in through the back door my friend. You don't need another vampire parasite.

❤️Somni
 
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I am SO jealous of people who have access to real, beneficial psychoactives. I've lived most of my 50 years in a bumfuck northeastern fishtown where you can find a bar/liquor store, crack or oxy on every corner, but I have never even KNOWN anyone who has ever seen anything like a peyote button or a tab of real LSD-25.

I know that there are RCs, but with no job, cash, bank account, credit card, reliable online access or even a steady mailing address right now, they're just not an option. Plus, you never really know what you're getting in that case unless you have a whole pharmaceutical testing kit to go along with it.

Even herbs and supplements are nonexistent locally. I've asked the lady who's been owning and running the local health food store since 1981 about things like phenibut, kratom, BPC-157 and MK-677... and she looks at me like I'm speaking Chinese!
growing mushrooms is always an option. cheap, discrete, just takes some practice. San Pedro is also pretty easy to grow and propagate.
 

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I'm not gonna turn into an meth anymore.

But I just took 80mgs methadone mixing it with the GHB is its lovely. Vaped 4.5mgs of DOPr withy roommate which was amazing biy the way ot stand visuals . Been popping so Xanax.
 

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I'm not gonna turn into an meth anymore.

But I just took 80mgs methadone mixing it with the GHB is its lovely. Vaped 4.5mgs of DOPr withy roommate which was amazing biy the way ot stand visuals . Been popping so Xanax.
Be careful. That's 3 hefty downers but you know that. I'm sure DOPr changed the flavor. I couldn't begin to imagine. Not gonna lie sounds fun but you got me a little worried buddy. Don't benzo blackout with G on methadone🥺 It could be a fatal disaster ❤️
 

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growing mushrooms is always an option. cheap, discrete, just takes some practice. San Pedro is also pretty easy to grow and propagate.
One day I will achieve that. I find it a little confusing, spores and something is not clicking. But it will. . MH Bark though is easy. :)
 

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^ San Pedros grow like crazy. I was gifted one four years ago and now have seven cacti growing around my house haha.
Somehow I've grown kinda fond of them. To the point where thinking about cutting them down to drink their alkaloids makes me a little bit sad, LOL.
 

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^ San Pedros grow like crazy. I was gifted one four years ago and now have seven cacti growing around my house haha.
Somehow I've grown kinda fond of them. To the point where thinking about cutting them down to drink their alkaloids makes me a little bit sad, LOL.
Haha I know what you mean.. It takes some of the pain away when you save the tip and the roots to propagate new cacti tho. Feels more like harvesting fruit than killing a friend.
 
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