Wow man, nice description tooThat's interesting PYTH, ty for reporting.
I imagine that would be effective (for reducing anxiety) if you're able to tell yourself that effectively. I would like to think I'm at the point of being able to do that, but, last microdose I attempted on around 15ug LSD I ended up binging on etizolam and diphenidine to counter the anxiety, obviously not quite in the right place even for a microdose right now, heh... or maybe my timing was off, should have tried on a day I could just sit and rid out the anxiety and wasn't worried about doing shit.
Man... I dosed what I thought was 9mg 4-HO-MET while on a sub-hole dose of DCK the other day, and it was so mindblowingly altering that I started to wonder if I'd mis-weighed it. I definitely was not capable of dealing with anything for quite a while. Visuals were so powerful I could barely see what was around me, but somehow I was still mobile.. and walking around, but moreso by feeling, memory, and occasionally waiting for the scene to resolve enough for me to parse it's contents visually... must have been just on the edge of a full Hole and/or complete hallucinatory whiteout. It seemed like everything I looked at was somehow exploded into an inside out diagram of itself, like everything was layered like an onion and then these layers were just exploded and spaghettified kind of orbiting around it... wish I could describe it better but that's the best I can do. Must try to visit that place again deliberately sometimes so I'm not caught off guard by it and can actually properly appreciate it a bit more.
Definitely a bad batch, 80mg would be a pretty deep hole, even to the point of amnesia I think. DCK is very potent.Wow man, nice description too
I have tried my DCK by now, but I think it's a bad batch, I took like 80mg in total and only felt slightly dissociated, which is suspicious to say the least
Good for you man. I think that is a very good decision, and I say this having been imbibing threshold "functional" doses of DCK for a few hours now... I'm gonna stash this somewhere that is not easy for me to get to soon, my self control apparently is just kaput.I think that's the real reason I got hooked on ketamine, it was a low-to-no anxiety substrate for extremely heavy tryptamine experiences.
It's only been two weeks, even though it feels like a month, and I still feel good and resolute in laying off dissociatives for a good long while.