I was careless and grabbed an oral syringe I had been using to drop peroxide into my ears with in the weeks prior. A mistake I won't be repeating any time soon.Why on earth was your syringe coated in peroxide?? No wonder you shat blood, lol.
I've never used more than 1ml of liquid and most guides tell you to use the smallest oral syringe possible so I can see how that could happen. I used 1ml with MDMA at about 80mg of material so maybe that had something to do with it too. 1ml always worked for morphine because I never used more than 60mg per shot and broke it into multiple shots if I needed more. 1ml worked fine with MXE as well but I can't remember how much material I used when I was doing it. If I try in the future I'll see if using more water helps.I read about a lot of people fucking up badly with rectal dosing on these forums... someone in BDD or OD wrote a thread saying to never, ever plug 2C-B because it burned so bad, they used like 1mL of water though, you gotta use 3mL or more, if the liquid is too concentrated, some things will burn, but if you dilute it more, it's just fine. Another person said they got a rectal abcess from using an oral syringe... but they didn't use lube and said they had to force it up there and it was really painful. I'm like, why? It's easy, dissolve substance in enough water (I'd do like 4mL for something higher-dosed like MDMA), use lube (lotion works, or actual lube), and you're good. I even have dormany and occasionally active hemorrhoids from my opiate constipation years, and I'm absolutely fine. It sometimes tingles or feels warm, but it doesn't hurt.
We probably should. I hear it's a thing. Not for me, though. Still, I hear it's something else! Like all y'all, I've tripped a lot. I've never had an even slightly memorable psychedelic poop, though. [Well, with the exception of lysergamide comedown-related cramping and final, blessed release.]Do we have a Psychedelic Shit thread? I feel this is an under-discussed topic. Sometimes there's nothing quite as cathartic as that bowel movement whilst balls deep in psychedelia
Ain't that the truth!!The difference between 1mL and 3mL for 2C-B is a tingling warmth for 3mL, and a searing agony for 1mL.
Yeah looking back I was being an idiot but in my defense most of the guides say use the smallest syringe possible. What screwed me is probably going by a well known guide in the OD forum for morphine. MXE works fine that way too so by the time I got to where I wanted to attempt it with MDMA I just used a method that had already worked well in the past. My prep for this was always a clean shot glass on the night stand. I'd mix 0.9ml or so of water with the material, stir, wait until it was all in solution, pull up into syringe, dose in bed, then toss the syringe back on the night stand. I'd clean the oral syringe the next morning. I ended up having to re-use the same syringe for a long time because they wouldn't give them to you here. Every time they'd ask a million questions and want to toss you one of the massive 10ml ones. I never understood why they were so hostile about it when I saw a friend go into the same pharmacy and buy a box of sharps without any problems. I know it didn't have anything to do with how I looked because he looked like a dirty hippy too.Yeah morphine isn't caustic so the volume doesn't matter, but for caustic things like the 2C-Xs, MDMA, meth, AMT, etc, more liquid is better. The difference between 1mL and 3mL for 2C-B is a tingling warmth for 3mL, and a searing agony for 1mL.
That's one addiction I've avoided, thankfully. I have a hugely disordered relationship with dopamine... after my first bottle of prescribed opiates I craved them for years afterwards and for once in my life I more or less paid attention to that red flag, still I'll take a vicodin or percoset or two or three here and there if they get gifted to me.Be glad opiates aren't your thing, they've trapped/ruined so much of the PD fam over the years.
i feel like a saw this thread years ago here? maybe it got pruned? would be a shameDo we have a Psychedelic Shit thread? I feel this is an under-discussed topic. Sometimes there's nothing quite as cathartic as that bowel movement whilst balls deep in psychedelia
Lol. That reminds me of a time my friend and I were tripping, we both needed to shit. So I went upstairs to the bathroom above the other. I shouted out to him, "Dude, look at the towel in front of you!" and he shouted back, "HOLY SHIT!"My GF took her first hit of acid ever a few months ago and she wasn't picking up much at the 60 min mark, then she went to the bathroom and yells out to the living room "The towel is morphing and sinking into itself!". It was a special moment.
I'm still convinced MXE is being suppressed by some conspiratorial entity, be that the CIA, the NWO, aliens... someone or something is stopping it from getting out.Holy shit guys, MXE really is some magic stuff. I stocked up on it on 2015 and still have a small amount I've been very sparingly dipping into. I've mostly used in lower dosages the past years, combining with psychedelics or using it for media enhancement. But on thursday night I decided to go for a hole dose, since I had no work to do on friday. My last M-Hole was on 2016, so I had kinda forget how intense it could be. These years I've only used Ketamine for dissociative holes and at some point I started to convince myself that the experiences were more or less similar. But they are not. MXE is so much more psychedelic, warm and magical.
I had a very strong experience and was confronted to a lot of stuff, but not in the harsh, cold and clinical way that ketamine does. It all felt so loving and gentle. Also had some unspeakable out of body experiences in some kind of swirly coloured dimensionless void. I can't believe this shit stoppe being produced. Everytime I hole on it it makes me feel like it has the potential to change the world. I know that's a delusion, lol. But it kinda makes me feel like the hippies when they discovered LSD in the 60's. It's some truly crazy shit.
On top of it, I'm riding an amazing afterglow even two days after the hole. Feeling renewed and optimistic, even in a time like this. I've been reaching out to some old friends and people I haven't talked much to during lockdown. It made me realize how much I value all the people I value.