cosmic charlie
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Yeah it's a Dope show I was watching a couple episodes again last night while I was tripping. Got so much work today in this house today I promised her I'd fix up the second bedroom which until this point has been pretty much used as a storage closet. It's really crazy in there like a tornado went through it pretty intimidating. Drinking couple of Espressos and then I'm gonna cook up some Eggs and after I finish eating get started. Took have one of the edibles and will take the other half in like half hour so like staggering by 90mins should make for a smooth come up.
The FAA Phenibut still isn't here I'm such a fiend I checked the front porch twice already, lol. I used to get these intense cravings whenever i would hear the Post Trucks engine go by when i lived in the Burbs growing up. It had a certain sound to it and you could tell by the speed it was traveling. I had this Computer Room/Art Studio in the front of my house and I'd be able to hear it coming and when I had RC's coming boy oh boy would I get excited. Then I'd wait for him to clear the corner cuz I didn't wanna seem like a lunatic running to the mailbox each day, lol.
My heart would drop and the anticipation would be so intense especially if it was 4-MMC and I knew I'd be crunching down those crystals to blow lines in about 10 mins. Here they walk around in foot and unless I happen to hear the top of the mailbox shut I have no idea they came. I have to just get to cleaning also have to sweep and mop the whole place and it's pretty big takes me hours and then I'm gonna clean the bathroom, bleach the fuck out of it. It's here Birthday and I'm gonna make it look amazing for when she walks in the door.
She is like the worse cleaner ever, didn't have parents that forced her to do chores and whatnot and always hired cleaning ladies and shit. My family couldn't afford that shit and they worked me from when I was little. My dad was a contractor so use to have me building all kinds of stuff on our home or job sites. Least i learned how to do a bunch of stuff and learned how to take care of my own house. At the time I'd be so pissed sometimes and wanted to go places with friends some days we'd have projects. But know looking back after he died ten years ago those are some of the strongest memories I have of being with my father and wouldn't trade those moments for anything in the world. After the sun went down he would give me a couple Beers as I got older like 14-15.
He was the best dude ever and also my best friend once I was a little older we used to smoke weed together all the time and had a super strong bond. Alcohol is a fucked up drug to get addicted to it's what ended up taking his life eventually. He drank 6-10 drinks a day for literally my entire life I never remember a day when he didn't pretty much. Was so accustomed to it he never acted real intoxicated unless we both really went in one night. Really miss that guy, look how crazy this world has got since then who would of imagined this is what 2020 would be.
The FAA Phenibut still isn't here I'm such a fiend I checked the front porch twice already, lol. I used to get these intense cravings whenever i would hear the Post Trucks engine go by when i lived in the Burbs growing up. It had a certain sound to it and you could tell by the speed it was traveling. I had this Computer Room/Art Studio in the front of my house and I'd be able to hear it coming and when I had RC's coming boy oh boy would I get excited. Then I'd wait for him to clear the corner cuz I didn't wanna seem like a lunatic running to the mailbox each day, lol.
My heart would drop and the anticipation would be so intense especially if it was 4-MMC and I knew I'd be crunching down those crystals to blow lines in about 10 mins. Here they walk around in foot and unless I happen to hear the top of the mailbox shut I have no idea they came. I have to just get to cleaning also have to sweep and mop the whole place and it's pretty big takes me hours and then I'm gonna clean the bathroom, bleach the fuck out of it. It's here Birthday and I'm gonna make it look amazing for when she walks in the door.
She is like the worse cleaner ever, didn't have parents that forced her to do chores and whatnot and always hired cleaning ladies and shit. My family couldn't afford that shit and they worked me from when I was little. My dad was a contractor so use to have me building all kinds of stuff on our home or job sites. Least i learned how to do a bunch of stuff and learned how to take care of my own house. At the time I'd be so pissed sometimes and wanted to go places with friends some days we'd have projects. But know looking back after he died ten years ago those are some of the strongest memories I have of being with my father and wouldn't trade those moments for anything in the world. After the sun went down he would give me a couple Beers as I got older like 14-15.
He was the best dude ever and also my best friend once I was a little older we used to smoke weed together all the time and had a super strong bond. Alcohol is a fucked up drug to get addicted to it's what ended up taking his life eventually. He drank 6-10 drinks a day for literally my entire life I never remember a day when he didn't pretty much. Was so accustomed to it he never acted real intoxicated unless we both really went in one night. Really miss that guy, look how crazy this world has got since then who would of imagined this is what 2020 would be.
