Last night I dreamed many dreams; one that was a pining for a lost love (she's married now, needa forget about her), one was a nightmare involving a robot chasing and attempting to kill me on some space station (I watched Saturn 3 before bed, same plot, cheesy 80s flick lol), and another was about my pet ball python for some reason co-habitating with a diamond-back rattlesnake. That one was odd; why would I keep a rattle snake? The whole dream revolved around me trying to get stuff out of their tub, but the rattlesnake always coming close to biting me. Sunflower seemed to be getting along great with it though... Weird.
Wow, that was one of my parents' favorite songs when they were first dating ("Our Day Will Come") back around 1963. He was away at military school and she was just finishing high school.whatsup guys, I hope everyone is having a good day
dreams of lost loved ones are incredible, I'm pretty sure even the most scientific materialist type of person would become spiritual after enough powerful dream experiences of people who have passed.
its a beautiful sunny day here in arizona, the temperature is about 65 degrees. I don't have an AUX cord in my car so on sunny days like this I always listen to the oldies station while driving. Something about music from the early sixties is just so tranquil!
Its like the songs are so high on love theres an obvious notion of ignorance is bliss. I've lately been feeling like rational thinking and critical reasoning has been ruining everything for me lol but hearing those songs reminds me of simpler times like when im falling in love or something
this song came on earlier today and its pretty beautiful, songs that sing about how amazing the future will be hold such a warm place in my heart.
stay blessed everyone
Sending many good thoughts, prayers and vibes.had my biopsy on my adrenal lump on monday. doctor and i have been going off of the assumption that they're non-cancerous, since testicular cancer isn't really known to spread to the adrenal gland. haven't gotten the biopsy results back yet, but i did get my blood work back... and my serum tumor markers are pretty high. =/
ugh. won't get the full biopsy results back til the end of the week. it's going to be a long week.