- Jun 22, 2012
So today, i was in horrific H withdrawals and had no bills. So my dumbass decides to pawn my brand new iPad for a few hundo. I hate the feelin' when you are in such bad WD, and it feels like the world is crashing down on you and the only thing you can do is keep shittin your brains out and thinking of terrible things or figuring out a way to get bills. Well, today i decided to pawn the iPad. I have a few jabs but they never last long. The reason this whole ordeal is an issue is because my brother comes over everyday and uses my iPad, so when he comes over tomorrow, he is going to make a big deal about this thing being gone! And, it really sucks because I have already put my family through hell and they think ive been clean for a while but when my bro finds out, its going to turn into a horrific situation. I'm sure many of you cats have some pawn stories and i bet some of them are hilarious. However, with every funny pawn story there seems to be a lot more situations of regret. I just dont know what to do. I'm at a loss. I also keep tellin myself that im not going to do this stupid shit anymore, but its one thing to say that when your warm and comfy but completely different when your cold sweatin' with the eyes of death.I also ope to have the money to get this thing out of pawn within the next week or so.....