Ahhhh, argh, damn!
The government doubled unemployment benefit because of COVID.
At last, I thought, I can buy dexies in sufficient quantities to keep my act from altogether unravelling for at least ten days ...
At this precise point in time my dealer won't answer his phone. Has he been in hospital? Gaol? Maybe he's died and no-one's noticed yet?
Absolutely no-one else is forthcoming...apparently there's been a meth shortage which in turn has caused a Dex panic, because the methheads are buying all the Dex.
I'm getting through this with alcohol combined with judicious doses of an anti-histamine which has a slightly stimulating effect if you take enough.
My bro, on the other hand, isn't able to so much as stir from his bed-he's just non functional at all without them.
I'm in bed myself 90 percent of the time, to keep warm and because there's just nothing to get the fuck up for ...
At the same time I have been trying to pray. I'd go to an AA meetings but I feel so tired ..I look so shit. Vanity ..
Yesterday this phrase popped into my head: "there is no way but a way must be found".
The government doubled unemployment benefit because of COVID.
At last, I thought, I can buy dexies in sufficient quantities to keep my act from altogether unravelling for at least ten days ...
At this precise point in time my dealer won't answer his phone. Has he been in hospital? Gaol? Maybe he's died and no-one's noticed yet?
Absolutely no-one else is forthcoming...apparently there's been a meth shortage which in turn has caused a Dex panic, because the methheads are buying all the Dex.
I'm getting through this with alcohol combined with judicious doses of an anti-histamine which has a slightly stimulating effect if you take enough.
My bro, on the other hand, isn't able to so much as stir from his bed-he's just non functional at all without them.
I'm in bed myself 90 percent of the time, to keep warm and because there's just nothing to get the fuck up for ...
At the same time I have been trying to pray. I'd go to an AA meetings but I feel so tired ..I look so shit. Vanity ..
Yesterday this phrase popped into my head: "there is no way but a way must be found".