Indeed, mc..."i'm just looking for the best pain relief possible". Me too. I don't even like the Oxycodone IR that I am prescribed. I also don't like being made fun of saying so. I'm not interested in getting high. I need simply to GET UP and stay up, physically and mentally.
I'm so fucking scared that more major surgery is just ahead, possibly colon resection and (God forbid) I awaken with a permanent colostomy. I can literally FEEL the adhesions choking my bowels. I can't do this any more...