Sorry to hear about your dog,I know how hard that is,over the years I have lost a few myself and it's never easy.It's like losing a family member.Sorry for you!Today is a living hell,I hurt so bad,death would be a relief but I have never been one to take the easy way out.I did call early enough to ge an appt with my primary care doctor,maybe he will do his duty and help me.I fired my PM doctor first thing this morning to avoid the doctor shopping bullshit.I hate those people with a passion.I have done everything I can to get some relief but to no avail.I can not go on like this much longer,I am going to end up doing something stupid if I can't get some relief from this crap.I knew my back would hurt but didn't think it would be unbearable but it is to say the least.Thanks for your conversation and concern,it means more than you know.Once again I am so sorry for your loss.