captainballs
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I showed a passport to my co-workers today, which contains three photos from the past four years or so, and they were all like, 'what the fuck happened to you?'. One guy was like, 'you looked a lot older back then.'
During the time of the photos I was not on a daily benzo and opiate regimen, but that was only because i was living in places where there were literally no drugs, or where drugs were inconsistent in supply.
Having been addicted to this duo on and off for 8 years, the only problem I've ever run into until now is eating too much and passing out.
Now, however, I am not emaciated but about half way there. I am five foot nine and steadily dropping to 140 after being about 160. I've always been a skinny dude, but I can't understand how drugs that make me hungrier and quick to pass out after work are turning me into a stick.
During the time of the photos I was not on a daily benzo and opiate regimen, but that was only because i was living in places where there were literally no drugs, or where drugs were inconsistent in supply.
Having been addicted to this duo on and off for 8 years, the only problem I've ever run into until now is eating too much and passing out.
Now, however, I am not emaciated but about half way there. I am five foot nine and steadily dropping to 140 after being about 160. I've always been a skinny dude, but I can't understand how drugs that make me hungrier and quick to pass out after work are turning me into a stick.
