I'm sorry to hear about your loss this is a very Insidious disease and I hear that it takes just half a second of being within 1 meter of somebody who isn't even experiencing symptoms to get it.
I've heard other things such as people unable to trace the contact of the original Source in rural communities and that makes me think there's probably mosquito bird or Surface disease vectors that people are not considering it's also possible that the non-symptomatic positive status may be longer than 14 days.
It's quite tragic because I've seen videos of elderly people who are a lot braver than people younger than them who do not wish for their daily lives to change because they've lived a great life and don't fear dying and they're quite happy when they say this and it always makes me sad because I'm right there too but I fear for their well-being especially when people are that good at heart.
I've been doing everything I can to self quarantine and I hope the community does their part no matter where you are on planet Earth right now to help prevent this disease from spreading to other people's family members who are more likely to die of this disease than I am.
If you feel compelled to hang out with other people minimize how many people you hang out with stay in touch with them make sure everybody you've been hanging out with isn't experiencing symptoms and if you plan on seeing any elderly family members self quarantine for at least 2 weeks and keep in mind the hand washing and disinfection protocols.
My worst fear isn't that I'll die of covid-19. I may accidentally non-symptomatically spread it within the community leading to other people's deaths.
And because there's no real way to know the overall impact I would feel very guilty and I do hope everybody is staying safe staying smart and staying in contact with the people they've been hanging out with and plan to hang out with.
My more successful role model family members of mine who have passed away prior to this outbreak always donated to food banks as well. I'm sure that your father was an amazing person and I'm hoping that you had a great time knowing them in their 80 years and I hope they lived their life to the fullest and got to do everything they wanted to in life.
Specifically I hope that they weren't in a lot of pain towards the end or we're in any distress because I know that can be very hard to deal with in a grief situation.
