OK ! So here is my story. Me and my wife were on heroin 5 years + then i was on methadone 4 seperate times all while relapsing in between clinics. I would go to one clinic be clean for 9 months, it would cost too much and i would be back on dope. Then go to another clinic and the same thing happened. Until my last time, the 4th clinic i stayed for 5 years. $26 a day for 5 years + having to go there 6 days a week just got to be too much. during the 5 years in this clinic i did pretty good staying clean.
Well in Nov i went from 50mg Done to 16mg suboxone. although subs didnt work GREAT for me, they did work enough. Just bc #1 my insurance paid for them #2 i didnt have to drive to the clinic everyday. so although i dont like subs the trade off is kinda worth it i guess. Well my suboxone clinic is cracking down with pot. So i have to choose weed or subs. The whole reason i got off methadone onto subs was the price AND bc altogether i have been on heroin + methadone STARIGHT 10 years and wanted to use the subs to get completely clean. I just didnt plan on stopping the subs this fast but since i have to stop smoking weed im starting the sub detox 5 months early. Plus weed helps me SO much. I feel the pos out weigh the neg EVEN if have to stop suboxone. Suboxone makes me not sick but i still feel "not right: i sweat ALL day. so smoking helps alieviate the things suboxone doesnt help with. Ive been on 16mg subs since Nov, a month ago i started taking 1 8mg strip a day. i have 14 left.
SO all that being said. Im a smart guy. 10 years ago if i knew about most of these things i would have never been on heroin and ruined my life. I bought 14 Lbs Poppy Seeds 1lb Poppy Pods 1lb of 3 types of kratom 1 gram of butyl-fent ( do not plan to use this at all, just have it INCASE or something) and i SHOULD have 100-200mg methadone next week, benzos, weed and vitamins for detoxing they are like the vitadone vitamins they sell in clinic and on amazon. In the past i have had success using the opiate rotaion method to skip heroin WD. for example when i ran out of D 24 hrs later i would take methadone for 2 days, then maybe morphine for a day or two. then almost no methadone and doing this, sometimes with diff opiates/opoids has worked.
So im trying to figure out how i am going to do this for coming off my suboxone. Compared to my OLD habit id say this 4-8mg is very low and next to nothing, but for some people its a bug dose. so im thinking i wont have a huge tolerance when i stop my last day. i got the methadone out of my system for 6 months. so now all my receptors are dealing with is 4-8mg daily. So im thinking when i stop the subs and am actually sick. that kratom/PST/PPT should work. or am i fooling my self will have more suboxone on my receptors when i stop that i think.
I was thinking 36 hrs after my last Suboxone dose. Start with 20mg methadone BUT i might not have it so im just going to say Poppy pods. The 1st 3 days take poppy pods SPARINGLY 36 hrs after my last sub dose ONLY when im real sick. Then for 4 days take kratom. then when i run out of kratom use 5mg of methadone every other day twice, then immodium. that should be about a week. i THINK it should take away WD but im worried about #1 just switching one habit for another. In the sense that if im sick form the subs, start taking poppy pods/kratom for a week. is that just going to fill in the gap of missing opoids and when i stop i will be just as sick as i was off the subs, does that make sense ?
Here is what i have so far:
5 DIFF. BENZOS etz alprz phenaz f-lam f-pam (dont really enjoy benzos but they help i guess)
Plenty of pot
liquour ( though i dont drink i have it for vials and extractions lol but MAY use it)
14 lbs Poppy Seeds
1lb Poppy pods
1lb 3 strains of kratom
1g BF ( dont plan using )
100-200mg methadone MAYBE not 100% SURE YET.
1 bottle of Vitamins called Calm Support For easing opiate withdrawel, they sell them on amazon $60 ( i know i could have gotten the ingredients list and made it myself way cheaper but it was free so fuck it. i hope it will help my body get the vitamins it needs and maybe help my receptors in some way. i know it wont make me not sick lol but maybe help with some of the symptoms, it has 50+ pos reviews, 3 neg reviews. lol
So how would you guys go about it ? i know the pods/seeds are the same thing. So i have all these at my disposal + i guess ill buy a few boxes of immodium. what is the dose of lope for take away small WD ? thanks guys.
Well in Nov i went from 50mg Done to 16mg suboxone. although subs didnt work GREAT for me, they did work enough. Just bc #1 my insurance paid for them #2 i didnt have to drive to the clinic everyday. so although i dont like subs the trade off is kinda worth it i guess. Well my suboxone clinic is cracking down with pot. So i have to choose weed or subs. The whole reason i got off methadone onto subs was the price AND bc altogether i have been on heroin + methadone STARIGHT 10 years and wanted to use the subs to get completely clean. I just didnt plan on stopping the subs this fast but since i have to stop smoking weed im starting the sub detox 5 months early. Plus weed helps me SO much. I feel the pos out weigh the neg EVEN if have to stop suboxone. Suboxone makes me not sick but i still feel "not right: i sweat ALL day. so smoking helps alieviate the things suboxone doesnt help with. Ive been on 16mg subs since Nov, a month ago i started taking 1 8mg strip a day. i have 14 left.
SO all that being said. Im a smart guy. 10 years ago if i knew about most of these things i would have never been on heroin and ruined my life. I bought 14 Lbs Poppy Seeds 1lb Poppy Pods 1lb of 3 types of kratom 1 gram of butyl-fent ( do not plan to use this at all, just have it INCASE or something) and i SHOULD have 100-200mg methadone next week, benzos, weed and vitamins for detoxing they are like the vitadone vitamins they sell in clinic and on amazon. In the past i have had success using the opiate rotaion method to skip heroin WD. for example when i ran out of D 24 hrs later i would take methadone for 2 days, then maybe morphine for a day or two. then almost no methadone and doing this, sometimes with diff opiates/opoids has worked.
So im trying to figure out how i am going to do this for coming off my suboxone. Compared to my OLD habit id say this 4-8mg is very low and next to nothing, but for some people its a bug dose. so im thinking i wont have a huge tolerance when i stop my last day. i got the methadone out of my system for 6 months. so now all my receptors are dealing with is 4-8mg daily. So im thinking when i stop the subs and am actually sick. that kratom/PST/PPT should work. or am i fooling my self will have more suboxone on my receptors when i stop that i think.
I was thinking 36 hrs after my last Suboxone dose. Start with 20mg methadone BUT i might not have it so im just going to say Poppy pods. The 1st 3 days take poppy pods SPARINGLY 36 hrs after my last sub dose ONLY when im real sick. Then for 4 days take kratom. then when i run out of kratom use 5mg of methadone every other day twice, then immodium. that should be about a week. i THINK it should take away WD but im worried about #1 just switching one habit for another. In the sense that if im sick form the subs, start taking poppy pods/kratom for a week. is that just going to fill in the gap of missing opoids and when i stop i will be just as sick as i was off the subs, does that make sense ?
Here is what i have so far:
5 DIFF. BENZOS etz alprz phenaz f-lam f-pam (dont really enjoy benzos but they help i guess)
Plenty of pot
liquour ( though i dont drink i have it for vials and extractions lol but MAY use it)
14 lbs Poppy Seeds
1lb Poppy pods
1lb 3 strains of kratom
1g BF ( dont plan using )
100-200mg methadone MAYBE not 100% SURE YET.
1 bottle of Vitamins called Calm Support For easing opiate withdrawel, they sell them on amazon $60 ( i know i could have gotten the ingredients list and made it myself way cheaper but it was free so fuck it. i hope it will help my body get the vitamins it needs and maybe help my receptors in some way. i know it wont make me not sick lol but maybe help with some of the symptoms, it has 50+ pos reviews, 3 neg reviews. lol
So how would you guys go about it ? i know the pods/seeds are the same thing. So i have all these at my disposal + i guess ill buy a few boxes of immodium. what is the dose of lope for take away small WD ? thanks guys.