My Story - Using BL Since 2010 (underage)

[Joey]

Ungodly stoned about to order an oz.

greenbits ok it’s legal

 

[Sympy]

It’s okay. Some of us are more comfortable with the media than others. I think we’re the only ones who had the balls to upload this however. I may delete my post too.

I was just trying to be raw and uncut.

I try to be a open honest guy but if you fuck with me I'm going to standup for myself.

I think yours is fine IMO its very filtered and II liked it man really cool to see other people share.

Need that name change ASAP. I was going to delete my account but I found out you can change you name once.

 

[Sympy]

Kids need their dad. You're not just playing with your own life now, you're playing with theirs too. It's a good idea to be a little bit more careful

Your defiantly right.

No your not making paranoid, more like opening my eyes. I'm still not super concerned I highly doubt some one is just ichin to fuck me over. That i know IRL that is. I think it would be more like a troll on here that get satisfaction outa ruining peoples lives when they see the chance.

Well that's fine. I'm going to save them. Then one day if you run for President I'm going to blackmail you!

(Don't some of you fucking Democrats just WISH you had a video of President Trump, the likes of which the OP posted, floating around somewhere)!

My point exactly ^^^^

Fuck politics. Fuck em all. Except Hillary she's nasty.

 

[Jabberwocky]

@Sympy the thing I love about BL is it is the one place in my life (ever) that I can completely be my authentic uncensored self at all times. But I can do that with complete anonymity. Maybe even because of it. But as I get to know BL’ers over time I let them in on my real life me via private messaging. No-one’s doxed me yet.

 

[Joey]

@Sympy the thing I love about BL is it is the one place in my life (ever) that I can completely be my authentic uncensored self at all times. But I can do that with complete anonymity. Maybe even because of it. But as I get to know BL’ers over time I let them in on my real life me via private messaging. No-one’s doxed me yet.

No one will unless you ask me to dox you for our burlesque show

 

[PNPGUYNY]

Yeah honestly I'm not making the smartest choices. My post are not really filtered.

I didn't think about your local police department using BL. Its a good way to find people in your area if you not being smart about.

I highly doubt that mine is using BlueLight to get info on people. I live in such a small community that I'm sure I'm the only here who uses this forum it would be such a waste of time for them.

You never know though.

Welcome man you sound like a cool guy

 

[cosmic charlie]

I dont speak of this often but like over a decade ago i used to post pictures of myself in the lounge occasionaly. One time i got legit spotted IN PUBLiC by another bluelighter at this firework display on the beachfront. They literally walked up and was like is that you Cosmic Charlie....ever since then ive been super careful about posting images of myself here unless it was behind scenes where limited eyes saw it just staff etc. All im saying is you really do need to be careful. Thankfully it was friendly BLer that spotted me and not the cops i post about alot druggie stuff here yeah know.

 

[Joey]

I dont speak of this often but like over a decade ago i used to post pictures of myself in the lounge occasionaly. One time i got legit spotted IN PUBLiC by another bluelighter at this firework display on the beachfront. They literally walked up and was like is that you Cosmic Charlie....ever since then ive been super careful about posting images of myself here unless it was behind scenes where limited eyes saw it just staff etc. All im saying is you really do need to be careful. Thankfully it was friendly BLer that spotted me and not the cops i post about alot druggie stuff here yeah know.

That would be so earth shattering to me if that happened. Its not impossible. Im aware of many bluelighters being from my province and I think Im prominent and recognizable enough here that could happen.

id probably just shoot the shitn with the person for awhile but it might inspire some privacy guarding actions too. I dont know.

 

[Addy2d]

Meth and CyberPunk 2077

Your breathtaking!

 

[Sympy]

Introduction
Hello Bluelighters I have many alias but for now call me Sympy! I discovered BlueLight back in 2010 (I was 13) back than I didn't really understand what this community was about I was just looking for ways to get high. I would look up different ways to abuse pharmaceuticals I could my hands on, informed myself on ROBO tripping so I could keep me and my friends somewhat safe on Triple C's Delsym and other dextromethorphan products and also different ways to use and abuse my ADD meds ( Adderall & later down the road when I was sent to treatment they put me on a new drug called Lisdexamfetamine aka Vyvanse) Supposedly you count abuse it your body could only digest so much... Ha what a joke I got fucking blasted on Vyvanse honestly It got to the point where i was taking the monthly scripts and downing the bottle in 3-4 days I was not being safe at all even after reading different forums on BlueLight. I had many nights of me using BlueLight to ease my mind because I thought I was ODing. As a young kid struggling with an addictive personality and looking for an escape BL was there to inform me and try to keep adults sometimes kids (Like me 10 years ago) SAFE! I just wanted to take this time and say thank you to BlueLight and its helpful community, this place probably saved my life.

Me and Meth
When I was 17 I got my hands on some methamphetamine and absolutely loved it, this was my DOC without a doubt. I didn't understand why it had such a bad reputation I wanted everyone to try it. I than realized about year into me using it almost everyday that its not so good for you, everything revolved around me getting zapped of my ass. I ended up sobering after having my first Daughter when I was 18. I was basically sober for 5 years did it maybe once or twice with some co workers.

Me in 2020
I'm a single 23y/o Dad who recently lost his bestfriend/wife of 6 years she kicked me out she wanted change I guess. Its okay, I'm okay. We ended up developing a toxic relationship, we would fight about the stupidest things, nitpick each other we basically got sick of each other and what made this all worse we did it in front of are children. I now have my own 2 bedroom apartment and I'm digging it. I get to keep everything how I like and do whatever the hell I desire. I recently started smoking meth again last month and I'm enjoying it. I was being responsible at first eating and sleeping only smoking like once a day. The past week iv been getting super high, going to casino everyday (I was up 5k on Thursday but just couldn't get myself out of there, I lost it all and than some I was there from 3pm Thursday till noon the next day I had a few hand payouts and won a jackpot. Ill probably make a post about it.) I'm being Irresponsible and stupid but idgaf at this point I don't have rent money haven't been paying my bills but its what I'm enjoying myself. As if shit couldn't get any worse for me 2020 strikes again I was diagnosed with COVID-19 on Friday (the day after I blew all my wining's and my last weeks paycheck at the bino) Now i cant work for a while, I'm stuck in this house with no food or money all I have is some Meth and CyberPunk 2077 so honestly I'm good right now lol. Last night my chest was killing me so I hoped on BlueLight and decided to finally make an account and started my first forum on here asking about the dangers of smoking meth and being infected with COVID.
Iv had some BlueLighters engaging with me and even some staff member so its been a good time! Feels good to finally engaging on here and share my story.

Visualizing My Addiction
These videos is solely for the purpose of showing my addiction/love for meth.
Videos have since been taken down for anonymity purposes.

Update!

Iv been sober from meth since may 30th 2021, my wife and I got back together and I made 330k USD from this cryptocurrency called saitama.

Life is crazy man.