Just finished reading the thread. Please keep updating.
Brasil, nice place, I hope can come back there at some point
Right now I hate the cocaine. After the LSD trip something changed inside me. I also spoke about this with a couple of close friends, told them how long/ how much I've been abusing (they had no idea) and left them worried and with an eye on me. Will use again? I have no idea what will happen, but for now no interest at all on buying again. But have to wait a few months to see what's real.
I have also the feeling that the LSD trip was not complete because of recent cocaine use, that something was left to see and I need to come back there, cleaner.
LSD is no silver bullet, is no tool for me or anybody to use and sort all the problems. I think it helps, but finally is you and your decision to hold on or kill your soul/yourself.