Bump...
Wish the OP would follow up, I stumbled on this yesterday while researching induction to bupe. I noticed he wrote a somewhat similar post in June of last year (8 months ago, approximately) and he had a lot of the same positive ideas and mindsets to succeed after he finished his detox, but seems it didn't happen. And at that point he still had plenty of possessions and a decent life, but just a drug habit, now he seems to have liquified it all away...in 8 months?!?
Just shows how quickly the stuff can suck you in and how hard it is to get out, even with the most positive state of mind and all the right tools, it's hard. He seemed to be a in a much better position for success 8 months ago, still had all the things that made him happy(or you could say he's better now, at rock bottom w/ no money to cop, but anyone who's relapsed enough knows a few paychecks can suck you right back in). Now they're gone so it'll be hard to suck it up during PAWS with little to not feel miserable about.
I praise his positive demeanor, but I will say this, once you get through the acute w/d there is always that ray of hope that seems to shine, right around the time he posted this, around the 3-7 days after you get out of acute w/d. But, then the real PAWS starts to kick in, you can't live off the success of conquering the w/d and you quickly forget how difficult it was to get off the damn stuff.
IDK what happened to the guy after this detox(hopefully he got it back together, would PM but he's a greenlighter still so guess I can't) and how many times he's detoxed or at least tried, but I'd say if he failed again you have to think of using some type of Sub maintenance, preferably short term and starting on a low dose, then tapering relatively fast (like over 6-10 weeks). I believe there may be studies(sorry I'm kind of lazy ATM or I'd research it) and definitely anecdotal info/opinions seem to lean towards that as the best use. While research is great, it's always different strokes for diff folks, so the best way to use Subs is what works best for you. But, if you keep using the same method and it inevitably results in relapse back to your DOC, then it's time to make a new game plan.