I shot up dog food thinking it was a heroin pebble. I put the crushed dog food on a spoon and water. Fucking thing took forever to melt and I ended up burning my finger from over using my bic lighter. Man I was fucked upi was so spun i thought the cleaning chemicals on the ground in my bathroom were meth and i shot that shit up
Me and my friend were driving home and it had been a 6 day long binge with maybe 8 hours of sleep through the whole ordeal.
When driving home it looked like it was pouring rain and the trees were blowing like crazy.. on the freeway full carriages drawn by horses were flying out from the sides of the freeway... stop signs were wipping around wiggling like crazy... trees started appearing in the middle of the road then chasing my car or running in front of us with giant black tenticles as legs... I finally pulled over because there were giant bats the size of cars swooping down at the car... and into the windshield... ... finally I got up the courage to call a friend to pick us up. As he was driving when we hit fog it appeared to be pouring rain (It wasn't) and the trees looked like we were in a hurricane (it was not windy at all)... the mountains turned into giant monsters like you would see in a comic... fighting each other... the trees as well started turning into giant black demons and people were sprinting around dancing on the freeway... etc.... when I got home I looked up at the sky and appeared a giant demon with huge wings that looked like Diablo from diablo 3. And turned and started fighting with this mountain next to the part of the sky i was looking at.. it was like real life rampage the video game...
I sat down in front of my house and looked around... and the entire world around me looked like a warzone with monsters, bugs, people and even plants all going crazy. Even cars would turn into giant dogs and start fighting... i eventually could even hear the monsters ... I went into the house and laid down with the lights on (as lights seem to reduce the hallucinations) but then I could hear voices and music etc. I would lay down for a second.. close my eyes and immediately lose touch with reality and return to random childhood or even a few times adult hood memories and it felt like I was doing it again.. then I'd get a jabbing feeling somewhere and I'd wake up startled.. My friend said I'd close my eyes... fall asleep for like 2 seconds then jump out of sleep... then repeat.. over and over..
Moral of the story. Don't abuse meth and lose your mind. God knows how much damage I did to my fucking brain for it to have caused such insane hallucinations. My buddy abuses shit about as much as I do and he was tripping balls too but not as intense as me.. even at one point the entire street and houses would shift to the left really quick and when in my room the entire room started feeling like it was on the back of a truck driving around windy roads.. I literally even fell trying to stand up because I kept losing my balance.
A barely coherent contemporary record of thoughts going through my likely sleep deprived, drunken and amped up head on 6 January 2020. I enjoy finding blackout Easter eggs that I have no recollection of posting. The less readable the better.I'm a regular meth user, my relatively young posts can be found here and about, and have had scarier episodes of SP than thisn oqZAne I'm about to mention, one involving a police helicopter and DEA agents armed with AR15s and yea it was horrible needless and terrifying. Though last night around 4am on day 4 of a binge I was just staring into my moonlit backyard. Then I noticed a pyramid like stack of boards being slowly scooted toward another yard by a shadowy squatting figure who would stop pushing it away and trying to hide behind it.. I think "ok some jack ass is stealing wood", so I yelled out his name and said he could just have the shit and he should have asked. The boards freeze, stay still for a minute then starts dragging them back LO! Around then I realised I was destroyed and after some liquor, went to sleep.