Dear friends, I am new to this forum. Please help!
i shall keep this very brief. As a first time user, I overdosed on smoking 1.5-1.8 grams of meth over a 48 hour period. It is now 7 weeks into my overdose, during which I almost passed out, and I am constantly experiencing dizziness / heaviness in my brain / numbness in my skull when certain neural pathways are triggered (i.e. when I am in a certain mental state, or under certain climatic temperatures). 2 detailed MRI scans all came back clean. Psychiatrists and neurologists tell me that my overthinking of the issue is fueling many of my current symptoms, but I am certain that there is a certain neuronal issue I am facing. I feel extreme hopelessness and despair everyday, and am doing my best to go through every day without giving it all away, although everything tells me that only time will heal. Reading compassionate comments about how breakthrough has come at the 2 month, 4 months, 6 months or even 1 year mark brings me hope. I have scoured the internet but my symptoms do not seem to be a common one. I am hoping to read similar experiences that can give me some motivation to hang on to life.
i shall keep this very brief. As a first time user, I overdosed on smoking 1.5-1.8 grams of meth over a 48 hour period. It is now 7 weeks into my overdose, during which I almost passed out, and I am constantly experiencing dizziness / heaviness in my brain / numbness in my skull when certain neural pathways are triggered (i.e. when I am in a certain mental state, or under certain climatic temperatures). 2 detailed MRI scans all came back clean. Psychiatrists and neurologists tell me that my overthinking of the issue is fueling many of my current symptoms, but I am certain that there is a certain neuronal issue I am facing. I feel extreme hopelessness and despair everyday, and am doing my best to go through every day without giving it all away, although everything tells me that only time will heal. Reading compassionate comments about how breakthrough has come at the 2 month, 4 months, 6 months or even 1 year mark brings me hope. I have scoured the internet but my symptoms do not seem to be a common one. I am hoping to read similar experiences that can give me some motivation to hang on to life.