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Dreamy
Ahh thats never fun. Feel better soon!
Thank you. I do already. I'm experienced, it's the 2nd time since January this year, true 6 week lymphatic influenza, now the 5th time since 2014, it's my trade though lol.Ahh thats never fun. Feel better soon!
How did you go today at work? I definitely know that feeling of hoping that you just don't wake up, and I also wouldn't wish it on anyone. I really hope you feel better soon. Keep us updated with how you're doing. This forum is a good outletOff of work today and tomorrow and I have no idea what to do. Mentally still a mess I keep praying I don’t wake up for what it’s worth but I can’t be sure if anyone is listening besides myself. When your whole world falls apart why would any caring supreme being leave you behind to exist without it. Sorry if I sound like I’m whining I just have no real outlet for these feelings and it’s better out than in I suppose. I hope no one else feels like I feel I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy. May god have mercy on my soul I suppose if he decides to answer my prayers.
Don't be sorry same here lolI am really sorry for being such a ranting miserable moody asshole here of late.
Hi there.But sorry can be a truly beautiful and inspiring thing when you realise it because it can help you realise why are you are sorry and in there lies the lesson you needed obviously or else you would not have made the mistake the first time round.Don't be sorry same here lol
Why not become a bassist in THIS lifetime?? Do iiiiit!!!Atleast if I die while 27, I shall be born as a bassist in next life! Wait...
At the moment feel content and gracefulHi all,
This thread should be a safe haven for those with MI, where we can chat with each other and talk about how we are feeling for the day.
I have Bipolar Disorder, and today i feel pretty stable. I've been sober for a week now because i have a probation piss test coming up, but will soon do some meth. The thing is, i stay up all night when on it, so it could quite possibly make me hypomanic.
But what's wrong with a little hypomania when your on Lithium, Lamictal and Vraylar? Can't be that bad of a crash. I mean, i've done meth before on these meds and i was fine.. I obviously don't recommend it but self medication is such a big part of my life, unfortunately.
Anyway, hopefully i can get to know some of you and we can talk about problems, successes, and just anything that's on your mind.
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Its been a long time. I was kinda in a similar position. Guess I thought I deserve to feel bad and shit like that. But I got over it. And you can too.Im alive at least. Im a total mess though. I have a irl friend now, dont know if ive told you. Havent had a female friend in like 10 years.
I have two keys to the apartment missing. Thinking that sociopath took them while he was here to trade bensos for metadone.
Ive been taking amphetamine iv in short periods again since like 2 months. It really fucks me up, the not eating or sleeping. And i get possibly even stupider bc of it.