Hi... I have decided to try ambien for the first time and i want to make sure that i take a safe dosage. I took 30mg of hydrocodone 5 hours ago and just snorted 30 mgs of focalin+20mgs adderall ir, both of which i had cooked and converted to freebase form, and took 120mgs of adderall xr 14 hours ago... I am a regular user of stimulants(100mgs per day at minimum), but they are not cutting it... My girlfriend killed herself last night and i cannot deal with reality... I need to escape or i will freak the fuck out and probably end up hurting/killing myself or others because i blackout when i have strong emotions and ,no matter how i feel, it eventually turns to anger and i end up expressing that anger using violence against myself and the people around me, so i ask the people of bluelight... How much ambien shall i consume on this cursed day?