Hey mate, good day. Okay, I havent used MDMA since 2005. I have 2 Dutch pills and I hope to indulge again in the near future.
I have been very unwell for 14 years due to a severe case of Lyme Disease from a tick bite. It completely destroyed my life and made me allergic to practically everything ever since.
But I am blessed to have an exceptionally healthy heart. Low, stable resting pulse and all indicators purely positive.
I have no doubt that my regular/daily cannabis vaporizing has played a direct part in this aspect of my health.
That said, I know that when I take MDMA I will experience heart strain, by way of an elevated heart rate, not just at the time of taking the drug but for up to a week after, from any sized threshold dose.
I expect to notice a substantial increase in heart rate from mild exertion, I intuitively estimate an extra 20-30 beats per minute vs normal, for light exercise, with some fatigue afterwards.
So Im just saying that yes, it is not a main concern at all with this drug, and speed is far far worse.
But I also dont see it as a total lack of negative, this aspect.
Even in perfect all round health, physical strain can still take its toll. Any protective/strengthening/preventative measure can only be a good thing.
I really would like to draw this community of MDMA users attention to the direct benefits for heart health from vapirozing cannabinoids.
Separately- I abused MDMA heavily, like a fool. Thousands, actually from 1996 to 2005 I averaged over 1 ecstasy pill per day, for almost a decade. No exaggeration.
So Im an extreme case. I did suffer substantial brain damage and cognitive impairments. I accepted this 100% a very long time ago. My Lyne Disease hit me harder than anything else in my life. I have lived with clinical depression and anxiety for many years.
To what extent this was related to MDMA, Lyme Disease (which destroys seretonin receptors and causes depression, personality changes and congnitive impairments) we can never know.
A mixture of both. But I accepted my drug abuse harm. Cant go back. I did it. Cant change that now. If my illness was cured Im sure I could still live a comfortable, happy life though.
I never got into despair, regret and rumination about LTC.
But MDMA can and does cause damage/alteration to the brain and conscious experience of life.
There is a line of course- the question is where? And what level of changes are we personally willing/capable of accepting and living with, crucially.
But I am still with you
@Miki12 I have really been shocked by the current excessive fear culture around MDMA use. I will never quite be able to get my head around this 3 month rule I'm not saying it isn't scientifically well based and merited.
But looking back I cannot imagine anybody having taking this seriously back in the day. And I don't think I would have given it much credence or tried to implement it into my own life if I could go back and do things again.
I'm sure I would be much more moderate and conservative of my mental and cognitive health. But I expect I would still go pretty hard and roll fairly regularly breaking all of the current rules without too much fear.
I think you can certainly get away with a lot more than it comes across. Obviously we have to be careful with the way we present such a message.