96intheshade
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Been using this sight for meth addiction and recovery it's been a wonderful place to learn and talk for the past year, totally forgot about my Most confusing experience with any drug
First did ecstacy about 9 years ago when I was 16. White lightnings were floating around my hometown and raves were just on the cusp of becoming really mainstream. These were verified excellent quality. Had an absolute blast, perfect MDMA high.
Over the course of two years I took e pills maybe twice a year, 1-3 pills each time. Total over two years of maybe 10 pressed pills. Comedown fine. No problems. Spaced them out never used consequtive days
Then one random time i was at my usual bi annual rave and I took a green Heineken lol idk super random shaped like a beer bottle. The come up gave me intense nausea and anxiety and I puked. Rolled uncomfortablly for the entirety, couldn't dance, was lethargic. This ends up happening periodically over the next 5 years in which I rarely used because this would always happen without fail. Horrible nausea and an uncomfortable euphoric lethargy. Should note that the times before that E hit me harder than anyone else and I was always the one having the best experience. Haven't bothered to try it since as I hear it's mostly shit now anyway.
Over this time period I would try molly instead. Crystals on a capsule. We usually tested our stuff and it was always legit. I never once felt a single effect. Nothing at all. To this day molly simply does not produce any effect.
MDA had always been totally effective and without any problems, at the time I didn't know what the difference really was. We would get dark brown crystals, everyone called them moonrocks or MDA. I actively sought this out but it's so rare I just gave up the whole rave scene altogether even though those early times were some of the best of my life.
Can anyone please shed any light on this? I have always been so confused and never met a single person who experienced this. It's been years and I have no desire to test it out at all. Last time I tried ecstacy was like two years ago. I decided to just snort a double stack and see what happened. Felt blasted for literally 2mins. Puked then was sober/lethargic. Recently a guy I know at a party has some lines of molly to snort. He was clearly rolling. I snorted a fat line and low and behold....not a damn thing
First did ecstacy about 9 years ago when I was 16. White lightnings were floating around my hometown and raves were just on the cusp of becoming really mainstream. These were verified excellent quality. Had an absolute blast, perfect MDMA high.
Over the course of two years I took e pills maybe twice a year, 1-3 pills each time. Total over two years of maybe 10 pressed pills. Comedown fine. No problems. Spaced them out never used consequtive days
Then one random time i was at my usual bi annual rave and I took a green Heineken lol idk super random shaped like a beer bottle. The come up gave me intense nausea and anxiety and I puked. Rolled uncomfortablly for the entirety, couldn't dance, was lethargic. This ends up happening periodically over the next 5 years in which I rarely used because this would always happen without fail. Horrible nausea and an uncomfortable euphoric lethargy. Should note that the times before that E hit me harder than anyone else and I was always the one having the best experience. Haven't bothered to try it since as I hear it's mostly shit now anyway.
Over this time period I would try molly instead. Crystals on a capsule. We usually tested our stuff and it was always legit. I never once felt a single effect. Nothing at all. To this day molly simply does not produce any effect.
MDA had always been totally effective and without any problems, at the time I didn't know what the difference really was. We would get dark brown crystals, everyone called them moonrocks or MDA. I actively sought this out but it's so rare I just gave up the whole rave scene altogether even though those early times were some of the best of my life.
Can anyone please shed any light on this? I have always been so confused and never met a single person who experienced this. It's been years and I have no desire to test it out at all. Last time I tried ecstacy was like two years ago. I decided to just snort a double stack and see what happened. Felt blasted for literally 2mins. Puked then was sober/lethargic. Recently a guy I know at a party has some lines of molly to snort. He was clearly rolling. I snorted a fat line and low and behold....not a damn thing
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