ThatGuy767
Greenlighter
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- Feb 21, 2019
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So I want answers as to why this ever happened to me. I used to be a very trippy dude. I loved tripping and maybe some day I'll take mushrooms again but lsd I am done forever. Whether it was laced or not the experience I had was so profound and traumatizing I never even want to touch it. In 8 months at the age of 17 I had 6 lsd trips and 5 mushroom trips in 8 months. Now I've grown up now and realized that you cant do that lol especially at 17 and havent tripped since. But besides my age, everything went flat after my last trip and my head was in constant pain ever since to the point where I was really considering ending my life because I couldnt experience euphoria anymore not even on any drugs. Thankfully over time I used herbs and vitamins to heal my mind back to normal and the oddest most controversial topic of lsd is the spine myth. Let me tell you. I have it on paper. I can show you the medical record. All of this pain in my head I was kind of going away through time but then I started going numb in the left side of my body a half year back and that's when I realized I had to see a doctor. I went to a chiropractor and I had weakness and pain in the lumbar section. I also have a pinched nerve. It felt like after the trip something in the left side of my forehead just gave up like it died or just burnt out or something. Everyday I feel what happened from the trip in my head healing itself atleast that is what my body is communicating to me. Also after the trip I went to work a week later and smoked a bowl before. I went inside to work on a grill and all of a sudden my vision flipped upside down and I walked to the left for 7 seconds with no control over my body with a spatula in my hand. What happened? Why? After I started going through a month of chiropractic therapy I had shooting pain going to my dick for about 2 weeks and then it stopped. Then a about a week ago I had shooting pains in the left side of my face that went into my teeth. This to me signifies neurological damage. I'm so scared that if I took lsd again I'd have no reason to live because I'd go through this again. I've been through a lot of shit man and this is the hardest thing I've ever been through I've had to work hard to retain my memories and personality. It didnt taste funny it was tasteless like lsd. I dont get it. Everyone else you tripped like every week seemed fine.... at the time...........