anything above 400 mg is bringing serious risks to the possibility of death if your body is not accustomed to strong mdma doses i have done it enough i can tell if the next pill i drop will kill me or not so i lay off and wait it out. i double dropped two 300 mg pills within 3 hours of each other and i was not in my room anymore eyes closed lost in lucid dream type scenes felt like i was at the music festival i was playing hardstyle it spoke to my soul pure love vision vibrating hard time passing rapidly. Strong geometric OEVS with cannabis added in. The comedown is not worth it at all. Best just to take some LSD instead.
This makes me think right now, in very clear, embedded memory of one night in 2004, those Playstation pills I have talked about, very strong, clean and with a hallucinogenic edge. Possibly an equal mix of MDMA and MDA, but at least 120mg.
One night I double dropped them at 7pm ish, 2 more exactly half hour later, then 3 more exactly half hour on.
7 Playstations in an hour. Nearly, if not, a gram.
You would think I would be a dribbling, trembling mess on the floor. But not at all. I was as alright as it is possible to be alright. Not the least bit of disomfort, bad physical feelings. No anxiety, no problem moving and communicating as usual.
I felt it full on. I was just so high. Top of the world. Rushing heavy from the first two pills alone and going up.
So calm and collected within myself, but I could have been bursting with joyous entbusiasm at the world and the pleasure of my company.
For some reason, maybe my own brain physiology, or a constitutuional consciousness factor, I was always able to get higher and higher on ecstasy, without ever feeling "done in".
More like going up in layers of euphoria, wonder, irrepressable good inner feelong about life, the world, all things, that particular day/night etc.
So I'm just thinking how those 7 Playstations, like whole gram, had zero adverse, debilitating effect on me, in contrast to your description above.
I had a fantastic dreamy roll all night, my straight but good friend as company that night was up all night playing a Gamecube Starfox game, which has fantastic music and sound effects for my state at thr time.
He also gave me 5ml of his methodone. Only ever did it twice, but it went so so beautifully with the full on, mesmerised dreamy all night ecstasy high.
Methedone on a really full on MDMA/MDA buzz is a magical drug combination, I hear no mention of it ever but it is probably one of the best little practised/discussed drug combinations I think.
