Hi All,
I have been a once a month coke user for 10 years, just a few lines. I have always got a nice high but experience diminishing returns after a few lines to the point where it's not enjoyable. Not one of those users that can go all night and still have fun. 12 months ago I was at a friends house, took my first line for the evening, and then spent the next 2 hours flat on my back struggling to breathe, major anxiety, inability to speak. I was close to calling an ambulance but rode it out. I've never had a reaction even close to this. I had my lungs and heart checked out and all was fine apparently. I have tried different batches since, in very small amounts, like third of a fingernail, and I get the same reaction every time. Not even the slightest head rush, just full on physical anxiety, and breathing issues. I'm 44, in very good shape. I guess this drug is not for me. But I am at a loss why I suddenly react like this. I am not super keen to get on the drug again (ok maybe a little bit!) but I do want a medical explanation. I can't see a doctor helping me here, so thought I'd ask you good folks at Bluelight. Why can I not tolerate a spec of cocaine any more?
I have been a once a month coke user for 10 years, just a few lines. I have always got a nice high but experience diminishing returns after a few lines to the point where it's not enjoyable. Not one of those users that can go all night and still have fun. 12 months ago I was at a friends house, took my first line for the evening, and then spent the next 2 hours flat on my back struggling to breathe, major anxiety, inability to speak. I was close to calling an ambulance but rode it out. I've never had a reaction even close to this. I had my lungs and heart checked out and all was fine apparently. I have tried different batches since, in very small amounts, like third of a fingernail, and I get the same reaction every time. Not even the slightest head rush, just full on physical anxiety, and breathing issues. I'm 44, in very good shape. I guess this drug is not for me. But I am at a loss why I suddenly react like this. I am not super keen to get on the drug again (ok maybe a little bit!) but I do want a medical explanation. I can't see a doctor helping me here, so thought I'd ask you good folks at Bluelight. Why can I not tolerate a spec of cocaine any more?