Yup, I know, which really annoys me, Canada didn't ban it, nobody bothers making it anymore. Like Oxymorphone or Zaleplon. All things a compound pharmacy can make for you if you got the script for, I know of one in Toronto who said they could make Oxymorphone and Zaleplon tablets. Unfortunately it's all XR Opana like pills, but yeah, better than nothing, I guess a 40 XR Opana eaten does something to most medium tolerance people or chippers.
Yeah it's got this kind of dissociative effect in large doses, like Talwin and Demerol do. Demerol makes you a silly raisin, I don't know if any of you have experience with pcp, I'd take 3-4 snorts of lines (cut obviously), it's how it is here, the Liquid is controlled at the highest levels of the chain and nobody is allowed to buy them like that, you know what I mean, the most people can get is what is used to make the powder, which is about 20% pure...some kind of putty. Anyway, the few times I've eaten 100mg Demerol and slammed 100mg 30 minutes when it started to take effect orally when still just a chipper (I had SteriFilt filters, so I was good, otherwise, don't do that..or if you got microns) and it reminded me of snorting 3-4 lines of pcp and having a joint or some weed aftewards. The silly idiotic contentment one would get from that, Demerol and especially Talwin provided it when I had short scripts for it. Fortunately Talwin comes without Naloxone here, there never was a craze about injecting it with that trippelllenamine which was never available in Canada. Almost all good old sedative antihistamines were removed by Health Canada, cyclizine, meclizine(sic), but we do have over the counter 50mg Histantil promethazine pills mostly sold for migraine nausea and the best of all, Atarax (hydroxyzine). I don't know how Vistaril compares, but the doses of the pamoate in that go higher than 50mg so I assume it's weaker. There's also Pheniramine which is really sedative, but only in that powder you gotta boil water and drink that's ugh...pretty bad, powder APAP, powder DXM, powder pheniramine and I think I forget another ingredient. Comes in 2 flavours, but even the strong lemon one cannot make me not taste the horrible APAP at the bottom of the cup no matter how well stirred.
Pharmacies here are obliged to order from the manufacturer a script you want from them and it's the only pharmacy in town or even if it's not, they can always get them. Like how they don't stock a lot of generic oxycontin, but if you bring a script,they'll order them, they normally don't stock those over 15mg, while Oxy IR/Supeudols get sold without question and get to 20mg and are ALWAYS in stock, a lot of patients on Oxycontin had to start using OxyIR 20mg, which to me is okay, they didn't think of it correctly.
Anyway I've read how levorphanol could be used for ORT, because of the NMDA antagonism similar to methadone. I wish. But Canada made Diamorphine ampoules legal again after a minister with no knowledge of pharmacology at all was placed ministry of health in a cabinet shuffling by the previous Tardy Harperites, and when she realized people were scripted a shot at the pharmacy and another ampoule to bring home for later in the day....although it's an annoying programme, you never get takehomes, except for that later in the day ampoule. Plus, you gotta prove your addiction is Heroin, maybe a morphine addict could trump (I hate typing this word now) a bloodtest, I don't think 4-MAM hangs around a little, people who slam 200mg M-Eslons are not much different than Heroin IV users anyway.
So Levorphanol would be welcome as an ORT product. Suboxone is starting to show it is not the miracle drug it is portrayed to be, more difficult to lower doses after years on it for maintenance. I think the literature about how it should only be used for 3 months detoxes is right on the money. The possible permanent disruption of your mu opiate receptors...I know I could never get a high even if I stopped for 48+ hours when trying to have a suboxone break, only to waste precious Dilaudid 4mg brand name pills, doing doses I never even did because there's no point (the rush has a ceiling, 8mg is tops, the dosage structure makes sense on that one facet). Only got added respiratory depression to the scary area....I never got there ever, when in the honeymoon or just stable using because doc-retired making me a worse addict because the system did not pick a new doctor for me automatically when the one guy retired...anyway, it would be easy to implement but I won't dwell on that. Shooting up to 16 and 20mg Dilaudid. Never felt anything. Only felt good again, and by good I mean really like an opiate, was from a professionally mixed Fu-F nasal spray, 2 shots and I'd get that mood boost I didn't think existed, so the few times I got injured and was prescribed Abstrals (authorized by the ORT clinic), first time in my life I enjoyed Fentanyl, Abstrals are sublingual Fent pills, from 80ug to 800ug...the 200ug the first time, I had to take 2 at once, so I told the doctor and the other time I needed a painkiller, it was so horrible, I'll keep it at that, that an antibiotic were mandatory, the 600ug ones broke through. When on methadone at 40-50mg dosages in the evening I could slam a dilly and feel the rush. It wasn't a blocking dose, bigger dose I got to is 60mg which is what the best doc in there said he wanted his patients not to exceed.
This rant brought to you by the tooth destroying, at least the way it is in Canada, even the generics keep that extremely acidic composition full of lime and lemon extracts natural and artificia, liver-enzymes fucking Suboxone (we get blood drawn for a live enzyme test every 3 months). It's good to prevent injection...they went ahead here Rickett...they released Suboxone very late, after twisting the hand of the previous government in 2005 which was the Liberals to wait and not enforce Subutex, 5 years later Suboxone the canadian pill version comes up and yeah, shooting those pills will destroy your veins, arteries, heart...the solution is so acidic after crushing a single 2mg suboxone in a stericup...the only time I did it, I felt very bad for a week...so yeah, snorting is an option to protect the teeth but then it lasts much less longer and then the acidity of the pills wreck your nose. Why the fuck did methadone have to fuck my hormones and make me gain 100 pounds....
tl;dr Levorphanol please, Health Canada.
