I have zero self-control with it
G and self control sure aren't in the same dictionary.
I'm the same with it(well im talking about GBL now, but, same same), every time I've got some I've ended up 24/7 dosing until it's gone. Luckily i heeded the warning of my heavily addicted mate not to buy 500ml and used to buy 25/50ml bottles from the darknet!
He used to buy GBL by the L... He was dosing 2-2.5ml frequently all day every day, then taking 4ml at night to KO himself only to wake up 3-4 hrs later from the rebound every time, and dose 4ml again, repeat, repeat, them get up and dose 2-2.5ml in bed, get up and start his day.
I reckon that cunt literally drank over 10L before he went to rehab (for opiates). I am surprised he even has a throat/stomach. Sae him squirt it into his mouth neat so many times then just chase it with water. I remember he put a drop on his keyboard and it melted through it. He had burns all over his hands from it.
He had 2 seizures in rehab because they didn't give him the right meds for G/benzo withdrawals.
G is naughty shit. But sooo good. I'd love some, its been about 3 years since I had any