INsane and loven it all the righy ways

[dragonflyawy]

DETERMINE
determine
justify
analyze
crucify
what reality do you speak
you can’t determine me
(maybe psychoanalysis)
you cant ever test me i’m not even your reality
what rage of allusion is in my head
anylise me please
what wrong with me
i am the insane one deep down in side of you is where i stay
i’m what is reality that determine the pain when its caged
you always play with it
you know you likes it
it always try’s to control your mind
determine
justify
analyze
crucify
is the way
make it go away
what power inside that wants to dye
i’m unchanged
there is no faith
did you see all the pills
i never fill the pain
i’m unchangeable
i’m going down that road hiding all the names from long ago
what pain
will it kill you
there are no tears anymore my hart has harden and i have no soul
the power of my mind takes over every time
i’m unchangeable and uncaged
so try to
determine
justify
analyze
crucify me
i’m not even reality
I was taken lithium and going to therapy it made me feel to normal (for bipolar disorder)
then i tryed e which opened some kind of doors that where locked and I finaly had the key. In this poem I’m struggling with the feeling of being normal and just plan insane I like my insane way much better it a lot more entertaining. Maybe one day I will go back but not right now!!! Loven me for me

Melody