Blackout2906
Bluelighter
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- Nov 18, 2014
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Ok so you guys might remember I just posted something about me worrying about kidney and liver damage from phenibut. Well I ended up going to the ER and getting every single test done I finally could and everything came back good even the x rays. So heres whats been happening with this fuckin shitty ass drug. I started takin it about a month and half ago. I would take like 2 grams in the morning, get a nice spun out buzz, and then 2 more grams later in the day and get the same feeling albeit not as strong. Did this for about another 5 weeks with no signs of tolerance showing. Some days it would be like 3 grams with another 2 later on. Again no problems. Now last weekend, I wake up like any other day and take my dose. Except I notice something different about it this time. I get this feeling that starts in the area my kidneys are in and radiates up my whole back and I also feel it in my head. It feels like those areas are almost being sucked into themselves like a vacuum or like a weird dysphoric melting feeling. I no longer get anything resembling a high. All it does is relieve the withdrawal symptoms that feel all too much like benzo withdrawal. Im ordering 100 Neurontin when I get paid this Friday so I can get the fuck off this shitty ass drug but by the time I get the Neurontin I might already be dead. Now my question is, do you really think this is a feeling that has to do with my kidneys? Cause the doctor said you really cant even feel pain in your kidneys theres no receptors there. So what im guessing is im just feeling the muscle relaxing effect and the lack of euphoria from tolerance isn't there to cover it up? Everything else is fine aside from that fact I still have energy I still move around all day no anxiety just no euphoria though like I was having. It feels like im taking a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT drug now. Its very uncomfortable that vacuum feeling I get. This fuckin shit. I knew when I ordered it that I was gonna end up regretting it in the long run. I was doin so good just takin my suboxone everyday..... So please, give me your thoughts on this matter. And also can anyone suggest a good dosing schedule for the Neurontin? ive already begun tapering, as it stands now id be taking 400mg 3x day, but honestly im about to bump it down to 200mg 3x day to see if that vacuum feeling lets up. Thanks guys.