I was only locked up for 70 days but I am having hard time with the transition back home. I hated jail and was looking forward to coming home so much but it has been really disappointing so far and I have been depressed and confused and it lead to me getting high the past two days. I feel so guilty and scared right now. Will I withdraw? I had a major heroin habit when I got arrested and I went through hell detoxing in jail but when it was over with, I was so happy and excited about starting a new life clean when I got out.
Instead, I got the flu my last week locked up and come home sick, feel so weird being at home. Then what pushed me over the edge toward using was this girl who was my basically my best friend (she is sort of an ex girlfriend but we remained very close friends) whom I was counting on for support when I got out tells me that she has a boyfriend now and he doesnt want her talking to me so is it ok we if only talk like once a month or something? Needless to say, I felt very betrayed and depressed about this. Before I got locked up, she had promised me that she would support me in my attempts to quit opiates no matter how many times it took, so its not like I was expecting something I shouldn't have. So I immediately went out and got high swearing it would only be that once. Then I woke up today feeling even more depressed and got high again, swearing it was the last time, then when it wore off, I got high again. What should I do?
Instead, I got the flu my last week locked up and come home sick, feel so weird being at home. Then what pushed me over the edge toward using was this girl who was my basically my best friend (she is sort of an ex girlfriend but we remained very close friends) whom I was counting on for support when I got out tells me that she has a boyfriend now and he doesnt want her talking to me so is it ok we if only talk like once a month or something? Needless to say, I felt very betrayed and depressed about this. Before I got locked up, she had promised me that she would support me in my attempts to quit opiates no matter how many times it took, so its not like I was expecting something I shouldn't have. So I immediately went out and got high swearing it would only be that once. Then I woke up today feeling even more depressed and got high again, swearing it was the last time, then when it wore off, I got high again. What should I do?
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