From 2002 - 2010 I used opiates on and off. Mostly off. I would get my hands on a prescription or even just a few pills, usually Vicodin, every 4-5 months. I'd enjoy them and that'd be it. Taking 10mg of Vicodin would make me a happy camper. I'd feel relaxed, euphoric, and I would get a ton of work accomplished. Those were the good ole' days.
From 2011 - 2014 I couldn't get my hands on anything but I was in a horrible place so I would get "high" on 50 or so sleeping pills a day and if not sleeping pills then 30 or so Benadryl. Yeah, I was really sick. It is amazing I am still alive.
From 2014 to about two weeks ago I had a prescription for Tramadol. Most days I would take 300mg, a few days of the month I would binge. It was also during this time that I supplemented with Kratom. Kratom's been in my life for six months or so. Oh, and I also take .5 to 1 mg of Klonipin most days. Just to decrease anxiety, sometimes to pair with Tramadol but not always.
The last two or three weeks have been a festival for me. But it's turned out that the festival has sucked. I'm finding it difficult to get a decent high on anything. I am only interested in rx's. That may be limited myself but that's a line I won't cross. I've tried 5mg Percocets - it took about 30 mg (I think, if remembering correctly) to get somewhat of a high. It wasn't anything fantastic. Nothing like my 10mg Vicodin days. It was suggested that perhaps the Prozac and Kratom were interfering with the Percocet so I dc'ed them with no effect. I am still not taking the Prozac although I do use Kratom on days when I don't use anything else.
Then I tried 10mg Vicodin. I had to take 40mg before a high kicked in and even so it was very minimal.
I decided to jump over to Adderall. I had never taken that class of drug before. I had the 30mg IR pills. In my first dose ever I had to take 120-150mgs before I got high. This high was stronger than the opiate highs and probably what an Adderall high is supposed to feel like. What didn't work for me was that I spent hours mindlessly surfing the net instead of doing actual work. Same thing happened the second day. I need to be able to still function during the day.
So now I'm at a loss. What should I try? The high I'm going for is the high that I used to experience with the Vicodin. I want to feel euphoric, I want to feel talkative, I want to stay up late, I want to get a lot of work accomplished.
I don't have a clue what to try. Any suggestions? Oh, and I am about 100 pounds overweight so that might be causing me to need a higher dosage.
From 2011 - 2014 I couldn't get my hands on anything but I was in a horrible place so I would get "high" on 50 or so sleeping pills a day and if not sleeping pills then 30 or so Benadryl. Yeah, I was really sick. It is amazing I am still alive.
From 2014 to about two weeks ago I had a prescription for Tramadol. Most days I would take 300mg, a few days of the month I would binge. It was also during this time that I supplemented with Kratom. Kratom's been in my life for six months or so. Oh, and I also take .5 to 1 mg of Klonipin most days. Just to decrease anxiety, sometimes to pair with Tramadol but not always.
The last two or three weeks have been a festival for me. But it's turned out that the festival has sucked. I'm finding it difficult to get a decent high on anything. I am only interested in rx's. That may be limited myself but that's a line I won't cross. I've tried 5mg Percocets - it took about 30 mg (I think, if remembering correctly) to get somewhat of a high. It wasn't anything fantastic. Nothing like my 10mg Vicodin days. It was suggested that perhaps the Prozac and Kratom were interfering with the Percocet so I dc'ed them with no effect. I am still not taking the Prozac although I do use Kratom on days when I don't use anything else.
Then I tried 10mg Vicodin. I had to take 40mg before a high kicked in and even so it was very minimal.
I decided to jump over to Adderall. I had never taken that class of drug before. I had the 30mg IR pills. In my first dose ever I had to take 120-150mgs before I got high. This high was stronger than the opiate highs and probably what an Adderall high is supposed to feel like. What didn't work for me was that I spent hours mindlessly surfing the net instead of doing actual work. Same thing happened the second day. I need to be able to still function during the day.
So now I'm at a loss. What should I try? The high I'm going for is the high that I used to experience with the Vicodin. I want to feel euphoric, I want to feel talkative, I want to stay up late, I want to get a lot of work accomplished.
I don't have a clue what to try. Any suggestions? Oh, and I am about 100 pounds overweight so that might be causing me to need a higher dosage.
