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I Fucked an Escort

I have enough mental illness and substance abuse issues for two I guess. She doesn't like that I smoke pot now, I can't say I blame her. But the other night she said something about it and I told her "Must be great for you". Kind of guilt tripped her I. I don't know what's going on with that, or where we're going, but I'm kinda hanging on mentally as it is.
 
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Atelier3 said:
Yeah my last long-term girlfriend was like that. She hated drugs because her abusive ex had become a chemsex tweaker after they were together 8 years. The whole time i was with her I was on the straight and narrow although I told her my using history. Mentally healthiest period of my life actually.
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So what happened... why the break up?
 
Michael_25 said:
How the fuck am I supposed to display confidence when all I have received -- to date -- is rejection and ridicule from the female gender? Girls think I'm a complete fucking joke and laugh about me behind my back. That kind of makes it hard to be confident. You gain confidence and self-esteem by achieving goals. I haven't achieved fucking anything in my life. Hence I describe myself as a loser.
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confidence and self esteem, a.k.a; loving yourself, being able to say "I kick it with myself" can come from goals, but getting laid isnt the only goal in life.

but I'm glad u got that out of your system by getting an escort. You are man, you can fuck a woman. cool. Its nice too. chalk it up to experience :) and a good memory of some good ol fashion caveman fun. sex sex sex.

Did you pick her cause you thought her pics were hot? and was she as hot as in the pics?

Oh, did you kiss her?
 
Atelier3 said:
I could not get along with her 18 year old son and did not fancy sharing a house with him for several more years. He was a violent little shitbag just like his father. So it felt like I was living with a mini-version of her ex all the time.
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lol thats crazy
 
LordFran said:
on a scale of 1 to 10 how insane u think u are ? 😸
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It varies depending on how medicated I am. Right now I’m nudging up against 7 but most days I’m only a 3. Could be a 10 by the end of the day if something doesn’t happen to slow my growing cravings.
 
Atelier3 said:
It varies depending on how medicated I am. Right now I’m nudging up against 7 but most days I’m only a 3. Could be a 10 by the end of the day if something doesn’t happen to slow my growing cravings.
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Acurate.

we're all pretty insane and bipolar. even sober people...but they have the added advantage of being sober so they can sort of stay on top of it
 
Michael_25 said:
Can't multi-quote cause dumb as fuck. Seriously, I'm one Forrest Gump type motherfucker (life is like a box of chocolates ...) I even sound like a mentally retarded guy, But it is what it is. I will work on myself first before delving into relationshipts.
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hahahhaahha you ever been with a girl before? then he jizz in his pants after touchin her tits
 
Atelier3 said:
I could not get along with her 18 year old son and did not fancy sharing a house with him for several more years. He was a violent little shitbag just like his father. So it felt like I was living with a mini-version of her ex all the time.
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You didn't just feel it, you actually were living with mini version of him.
 
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Hope yall were using protection
Dated *sex workers* back in the day and even joined a couple times, no biggie... dont freakin judge me, bitches.
But the people are exciting and lots of empathy it gets kinda sad when ya tying to hit your girl with dope and cannot get a vein and you the shoot master (dr. love). Super sad and dark, imo and experience. Do not miss those days even though I would not change one damn thing for the world.
I got lucky i never used protection and am free of any known illness
 
So I relapsed. I went to another brothel on Tuesday and fucked this well-stacked girl (when I say well-stacked, I'm talking E-cups). She was nice enough, but I still couldn't blow my load, even after fucking for 40 minutes.

I downloaded Tinder 2 days ago ... and what a surprise, I haven't matched with anyone. Such is the life of a social inept, ugly motherfucker.
 
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