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Cocaine I finally feel the hook

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SoCalGuy

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After years of weekly amounts alcohol, once a year marijuana, occasional pill, and about the same with cocaine, I never felt I could be an addict or feel the hook. I'd often stop on command and go dry a week or maybe a month. This is mostly alcohol use as well as everything else, and quite often it was to prove a point to myself.

So recently there has been a surge of entertaining and i've had a bit more access to the snow. Really its fun, but a small to medium amount and I'm done. Few pints of water, and off to bed usually by midnight. Now the majority of it for last 6 months has been from the same source, high price, and while i've noticed different cutting agents, overall its very high quality per a lot of friends.

So what gets me the most recent one had zero promises and it was better, a lot better. Same routine. Same everything. OMG it was so good per me and an acquaintance. And I'm fine not doing it the next day or day after. But every 15 minutes after the first go I want to re-up like no other. This has never happened to me before. I'm kind of happy, I am experiencing my first addiction like my first hang over. Not sure if its addiction though or just the hook of something, as I dry out the next day I don't want it.

Is this batch magical or am I doing something else? Thoughts?
 
quality white(soft fishscale) will actually keep you up without you feeling like you need to keep railing to avoid the comedown. but if you feel like you need more after just 15 minutes then there is nothing magical going on there, quite the opposite actually. it sounds like that last batch you described was cut with levamisole. and if you are able to get yourself into the frame of mind to not want any the next day then you are not dealing with addiction, you are basically a weekend warrior.
 
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^^ This guy is probably right. The more you feel you need to re-dose then then poorer quality coke it is. The good stuff on average takes around 30 - 60 mins to re-dose.
 
You don't have to be a daily user of cocaine to be addicted to it, I can't afford to use it daily but whenever I can (usually twice a week) I go wild on it. I look forward to it when I know I'm getting some. I can't go out and socialize without it.
Tread carefully, I've been using coke for 3 years regularly, its cost me friends and a small fortune. And now IV is my preffered ROA.
moderation and self control. You can still prevent being labelled a 'coke head'
 
I think anyone would be a cocaine addict if they were doing it as much as you. If you can find a way to change course then you can avoid some dark times ahead imho :)
 
beels said:
You don't have to be a daily user of cocaine to be addicted to it, I can't afford to use it daily but whenever I can (usually twice a week) I go wild on it. I look forward to it when I know I'm getting some. I can't go out and socialize without it.
Tread carefully, I've been using coke for 3 years regularly, its cost me friends and a small fortune. And now IV is my preffered ROA.
moderation and self control. You can still prevent being labelled a 'coke head'
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the OP stated he chooses not to continue use the following day because he doesn't want it, that would suggest an absence of a psychological addiction.
 
Yeah, the title suggested he was feeling it's addictive powers, and a psychological addiction can easily develop. I always thought I had control over Cocaine. Like I said I can leave it for a few days, then receive 1 text saying the good shits available and before I know it I've taken out a payday loan to get a bit.
Slippery slope is all I'm saying my friend.
 
this could be just a theory, but through my years of coke use the most significant observation i've made in regards to coke use is that if a person can resist the urge to IV, they dramatically decrease their odds of becoming addicted. obviously this theory doesn't transcend over to other drugs like opiates, but there's something to be said about the extreme bioavailability difference between insufflating and IVing cocaine.
 
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