This is my second go around. I was on 180mgs from 2003-2014 on and off, mostly on. It was only 40mgs from a private Doc at the end.L
I used to be on 380mg/day of methadone. 240mg in the morning as soon as i woke up (usually 6am then tried to go back to sleep) and another 140mg around 6pm. Yet i still woke up cold and in mild yet not too mild withdrawal at around 5:30 am). Even when i fully woke up 8:00am i wouldn't feel whole till 9:30am. I would take a glorious nap at like 1:30pm though. Man i miss methadone sometime. Never did i enjoy food as i did when i was on methadone. Or TV. Never liked TV until i was on giant doses of methadone. The simple pleasures.
I just got back on this year. I stopped at 60mgs this time but I've been screwin' up lately and buying a couple of extra 70mgs bottles weekly, like a dumbass..... I gotta get level because it's actually affecting my sleep and appetite.
I actually remember surfing bluelight almost 20yrs ago and reading about you slamming pharma fent on top of that dose.
I was a opiate maniac myself taking upto 480mgs and Xanax bars on occasion. I'm honestly lucky to be alive. I'm afraid my hep-c is going to get me before an overdose if I don't do something about it.