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i coulda.. shoulda... woulda... but i haven't....

Quit smoking, because i'm not ready .. i know when i'm ready i quit for 7 weeks before and i'm not ready.

Learn guitar .. i cant because i have a bung arm .. i will learn soon.

Write a book ... i havent because i'm lazy, so much to say such little energy to replicate.

I'd like to declare myself a fashionista .. but my money situation wont substantiate it.
 
I would really like to have not clicked on the link that Muzby provided cos curisosity killed the cat...............but I did, so I guess Im dead.
 
I would like to leave this fucked up place, but i havent yet cuz I dont have my license or a car. And no money lol.
 
I would like to learn how to drive but i havnt because im scared and lazy

I would like to leave home but i havnt cause Im lazy

I would like to finsh uni....and I will in 6 weeks yay
 
Originally posted by BREAKaBEAT
Muzby, can you please use capitals.

When you don't it makes you look like an idiot.

Grammer is your friend.


*grammar ;)

and non-capitalisation is a good thing.

that first sentence probably could have done with a question mark, too :D
 
I have done heaps this year:

Got off regular usuage of drugs,
Got my licence.
Got a Car.
Moved out of home
Got my top level in basketball reffing.
Got a new job.
Started saving money.

to do:
Travel overseas
be with the person I love.
 
deeCee said:
I have done heaps this year:

Got off regular usuage of drugs,
Got my licence.
Got a Car.
Moved out of home
Got my top level in basketball reffing.
Got a new job.
Started saving money.

to do:
Travel overseas
be with the person I love.
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After reading your thread about who wants to know you, I was eager to see what you were all about.. now I can see and its soo awsome to see you have got your life together!! well done!!
 
This year Ive:

Worked out what I really want to do to try fix my life. eg..Going back to school to finish year 12 next year
Starting to loose weight and eat healthy.
Leaving behind people that have had a bad effect to me and my life *which is a hard thing to do*
Handling living with depression, anxiety and pannick attacks

Next year:
Being more social getting out doing the honest happy things in life.
To get a more perm/part time job that is higher paying.
Have a gym membership
Go back to dancing and do exmas with the Australian Acadeamy of Dance
 
Short term:
Find my Sunglasses..... the weekend seems to have eaten them.
Find somewhere to live, that doesn't have my ex girlfriend living in it.
Clean out the entire garage and get ready to move into the place I haven't found yet.

Longer term:
Finish building my car, which has been a project for a long time now.
Start trading using my business since I have spent a lot of money, time and effort to be able to, and just haven't quite finished it.
Finish my MCSE technical training, even though I've been qorking in positions that require the qualification for around 4 years now.
Travel around the country/world some more and visit friends that I haven't seen in a long time.

Very Long Term:
Buy a farm, build a house on it, and make it entirely self sufficient, including growing all my own food, and generating all it's own electricity etc.
 
mine is always consisting of "i should of talked to that guy" "i should of asked him out" "i should of not ignored him"

bahah. yeh. i do most other things i want to, but when it comes to that stuff, im shit.

that said. im in the process of changing that!
 
Strawberry_lovemuffin said:
Start exercising again :(

Start eating more healthily for summer

Buy tacks for that dresser drawer which broke months ago so I can stop using the washing basket as a drawer

Call my mum :|

Go home to Shepparton for a weekend

Seek out more freelance writing opportunities

Vaccuum

Do this week's groceries


Seem to have plenty of time however, to:
*watch tv
* read Sunday papers back to front
* take drugs
* sleep
* have sex
* party with friends....

hmm, wonder why... maybe because all the stuff on the first list is FUCKING BORING!!????? ;)
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Well it's been over a year now. I'm pretty sure I vacuumed, and most certainly did my groceries... oh and I not only fixed the dresser drawer but *replaced* it with a whole new bedroom suite. But the rest? Pffft.

I'm not making these kind of lists any more, they're depressing.

ps. Mean Girl, how are you going with growing that fruit orchard? ;)
 
i always wanted to become proficient in at least a couple of martial arts, but thats never going to happen..... if i dont even have the discipline to go to work instead of sitting here on bluelight, how the hell would i ever obtain even a white belt in a martial art?
 
Umm you can just decide to make it a priority in life and enact on that? It's amazing how much stuff you can get done if you just decide to do it amd enact on it!
 
nah, cant be bothered..... dont want to put in the effort, just want to wake up one day and be able to whoop jackie chans ass......
 
in the next couple o months:
*start playing the guitar again
*stop stressing about anything and everything
*stop complaining about anything and everything
*procrastinate less and study more

next couple o years:
*get good at the guitar
*re-join the uni soccer team, go to southern and aus uni games
*go to Germany to do vacation work with an aeronautical/aerospace company

eventually:
*become a rock star
*finish my degree with honors!!! (yeah right :p )
*get my private pilots license
*go somewhere in outer space
 
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