How High Are You? V. How Much Wood Does a Woodchuck Chuck?

[Vastness]

Yeah well, it's more of a remove function, she'd still have gotten the notifications that you removed messages hahah
Rule 1: never text while on dissos. That's my ruling anyway.

Didn't you have the same batch as me? The terrible one, or is this another one? Shouldn't be worth the risk in any way man.

Damn sensible rule, I can accept the "removed" notifications though, it wouldnt be the first time I'd said some fairly intense shit and she's given me a pass. But there's just a certain volume of messages where it surely stops being cute and forgivable.

As for the 4-FA... This is another batch. I do remember discussing that batch but that one did jack shit when I wasnt even on a serotonin terminal blocker. This one is definitely different.

 

[Buzz Lightbeer]

Ah nice good to know

 

[Vastness]

Just redosed another 100mg 4-FA, although in my experience, redoses, at least while on sertraline, are almost entirely wasted and often just start to make me feel tired.
Also redosied 28mg of 3-HO-PCP - I am pretty sure sertraline blocks some of the more psychotogenic elements of 3-HO-PCP's chemistry as well... I can feel it, but... 28mg in an earlier time could be PCP-catatonia.
One final line of 50mg amphetamine... it;s probably wet and cut to shit anyway so it's probably less in actuality.
Just deliverood 4 beers to my flat out of laziness and not wanting the, in all honesty, relatively tame and uneventful, night to end.
Probably drink 1 or 2 more beers, smoke half of a disgusting cigarette, then take a solidly sleep inducing benzo and go to bed... Either 2mg clonazepam or 20mg diazepam I'm thinking.

 

[AutoTripper]

You lot of druggies man! I only took 2.5 mg’s Etizolam about 10 hours ago as I required more sleep, just to stave off anxiety attacks.

No other drugs at all so far, today! I did take 18 mg’s Etiz yesterday though, but compensated by only drinking 35 grams kava, loads CBD too lots edible cannabis lots vapor.

So I’m no advertisement for sobriety but health conditions have taken priority over getting high today so far, though my thirst and need for intoxication is mounting.

24 hours from now will be a full 7 days no LSD. I’m not intending to stray from that course, but I’ll never say never as the unpredictable wind can always turn.

One hour at a time.

 

[AutoTripper]

Just redosed another 100mg 4-FA, although in my experience, redoses, at least while on sertraline, are almost entirely wasted and often just start to make me feel tired.
Also redosied 28mg of 3-HO-PCP - I am pretty sure sertraline blocks some of the more psychotogenic elements of 3-HO-PCP's chemistry as well... I can feel it, but... 28mg in an earlier time could be PCP-catatonia.
One final line of 50mg amphetamine... it;s probably wet and cut to shit anyway so it's probably less in actuality.
Just deliverood 4 beers to my flat out of laziness and not wanting the, in all honesty, relatively tame and uneventful, night to end.
Probably drink 1 or 2 more beers, smoke half of a disgusting cigarette, then take a solidly sleep inducing benzo and go to bed... Either 2mg clonazepam or 20mg diazepam I'm thinking.

Would 20 mg’s Clonazepam not feel equivalent to 40 mg’s Diazepam or upwards?

I’ve never had Clonazepam, but Clonozolam. 0.5 mg’s was like 2 mg’s Etizolam easily.

 

[ghostfreak]

Had 6mg Clonazepam earlier when we were out and my social anxiety was just gone, other than that barely felt anything recreational - maybe too low of a dose.

 

[deficiT]

Bumps of 4fmph and 4 gs of kratom

Not feeling it today really

 

[AutoTripper]

Had 6mg Clonazepam earlier when we were out and my social anxiety was just gone, other than that barely felt anything recreational - maybe too low of a dose.

Well that surprises me I obviously have mis-fathomed the equivalent potency of Clonazepam vs other benzos.

I would have thought 6 mg’s Clonazepam be equal to 6 mg’s Clonozolam which to me always felt 2.5 times stronger, per mg, than Etizolam.

So to take equiv 150 mg’s or more of Diazepam, and feel little to nothing....not what I would expect to hear.

Maybe Clonazepam is not as potent as I assumed, being the legal prescription version of Clonozolam.

 

[AutoTripper]

Catching up a bit now. I had a full lungs worth of allergy mucus all day, no strength as a result and it takes so much time and energy to clear it all out each day before any substances can really enter the frame.

Did a grand job of that, then CBD oil, 5 mg’s Etiz, may have overshot. In that it’s made me super sleepy, motor function poor, and heavily lethargic.

Strong edible cannabis dose exacerbated that though.

40 iu Vitamin D3, cod liver oil and Allicin via crushed organic Raw Garlic- Allicin is kind of a drug you know. It affects the brain and emotions. If you crush, leave 10 minutes, swallow on empty stomach.

also raw garlic with max Allicin formation is an astonishingly powerful potentiation of all psychoactive substances, somehow.

I prepped 40 grams very good kava, having restored comfort and ability to breathe at a time I’m so on the edge of life I never believe I will feel “high” or just okay again.

Except now I wish I’d only had 3 mg’s Etiz. The 5 mg sedation is like a draining plughole trying to suck me down with it lol.

Still no LSD. Really not good idea for me right now, timing wise. But progress despite my miscalculated Etiz dose.

2 days ago I dosed t mg’s twice, 10 total, was proud of myself , but neither 5 mg hit me in that delayed, then sudden major lethargy sleepy and gravity plus way.

Still 10 out of 10 for effort. And good incentive to not want any more Etiz for a good while. Just gonna wait out the sedative peak now, hot shower.

I Seriously need to address my wildly escalated Etiz dependence though. But breaking from acid is the first step then further essential alternative health treatments to gain strength and feel hella more comfortable, at rest in general.

It’s so hard to make progress with heavy drug addiction, psychologicallly and physical, when you feel like you have such a slim hold on life and survival. Obviously lol!

I do suddenly though, feel all round calmer, happier, less bogged down mind and body, from that first glass kava taking effect. So amazing for washing away trauma thought patterns from nailhard living but the Kava honestly amazes me so often when I cannot see how on earth I will feel at all at peace after such a traumatic day trying to regain after strength to run the allergy gauntlet again just so I can breathe.

kind of kicking myself making me so zonked out on Etiz unexpectedly. I think I’d have been surprisingly dandy otherwise. Hopefully as the Etiz levels I can reach that bright rainbow I seek each day.

Maybe a strong black coffee at some point will help too. More kava now, nice hot shower.

I’d say I’m actually on the up. All night/day I saw no way to keep on much longer, will or no will, so low has my battery and life force gotten.

I am a LOT more comfortable than last week at least. Just not a shred of energy available still, long way to go, IF there is too be a way.

Damned Etiz dose- wakey wakey Auto. This wasn’t the plan lol.

 

[Vastness]

Would 20 mg’s Clonazepam not feel equivalent to 40 mg’s Diazepam or upwards?

I’ve never had Clonazepam, but Clonozolam. 0.5 mg’s was like 2 mg’s Etizolam easily.

I assume you mean 2mg clonazepam. In my experience no, 1mg clonazepam is roughly equivalent to 10mg diazepam... although they are qualitatively quite different, clonazepam for example is a far more selective anxiolytic whereas diazepam is far more sedating.

Clonazolam for me was an absolute knockout benzo, I think 0.5mg or even maybe 0.25mg just put me to sleep... but I have not used it very often so am not too sure how it ranks qualitatively... except that it is highly hypnotic, I guess.

2mg etizolam would possibly put me to sleep as well, if I wasn't overdoing it somewhat, as I am now. But personally I find etizolam far less sedating, especially if I take it in the day. In fact it's almost the ideal blend of clonazepam's clearheaded anxiolysis and diazepam's slightly more fun but definitely less functional, somewhat uniquely chilled nature...

Anyway as for my own how high am I... I've had a coffee, 600mg gabapentin due to post benzo-binge seizure anxiety, 40mg NSI-189 for post-stimulant-binge scatterredness, a few sprays of N-Acetyl-Semax-Amidate for post-disso-binge NMDA-agonism and brainfog clearance, plus a few sprays of N-Acetyl-Selank-Amidate for the same reason, plus some general extra anxiolysis to counter the side effects of my aforementioned polydrug binge.

Maybe will redose a few of them as needed throughout the day but otherwise... gonna be a sober day.

Oh... and 50mg sertraline like a good psychiatric patient. Not gonna get me high but I guess in my brain there's something going on.

Well wishes and happiness to all.

 

[AutoTripper]

I assume you mean 2mg clonazepam. In my experience no, 1mg clonazepam is roughly equivalent to 10mg diazepam... although they are qualitatively quite different, clonazepam for example is a far more selective anxiolytic whereas diazepam is far more sedating.

Clonazolam for me was an absolute knockout benzo, I think 0.5mg or even maybe 0.25mg just put me to sleep... but I have not used it very often so am not too sure how it ranks qualitatively... except that it is highly hypnotic, I guess.

2mg etizolam would possibly put me to sleep as well, if I wasn't overdoing it somewhat, as I am now. But personally I find etizolam far less sedating, especially if I take it in the day. In fact it's almost the ideal blend of clonazepam's clearheaded anxiolysis and diazepam's slightly more fun but definitely less functional, somewhat uniquely chilled nature...

Anyway as for my own how high am I... I've had a coffee, 600mg gabapentin due to post benzo-binge seizure anxiety, 40mg NSI-189 for post-stimulant-binge scatterredness, a few sprays of N-Acetyl-Semax-Amidate for post-disso-binge NMDA-agonism and brainfog clearance, plus a few sprays of N-Acetyl-Selank-Amidate for the same reason, plus some general extra anxiolysis to counter the side effects of my aforementioned polydrug binge.

Maybe will redose a few of them as needed throughout the day but otherwise... gonna be a sober day.

Oh... and 50mg sertraline like a good psychiatric patient. Not gonna get me high but I guess in my brain there's something going on.

Well wishes and happiness to all.

Hi, thanks for basically assuring my mind of what I had effectively deduced regarding everything you say here about Clonazepam, and Clonozolam.

Yes indeed whoops, I meant 2 mg’s.

I found Clonozolam very strong as I said above. Like 2.5 times the hit of Etizolam.

But even now, 2.5 mg’s Etizolam is just a comforting dose. One 0.5 mg blotter of Clonozolam would have a huge effect on me for a whole day.

I ridded my tabs of it because I got much worse immediate side effects and just not being at all myself after. Compared to Etizolam. If I didn’t overdo the Etizolam I would also escape the post long sleep grogginess that I felt with diazepam years prior.

So thanks for sounding in on that my OCD mind ponders these little drug equations.

Having some strong heavy Fijian Kava atm, 13 mg’s Etiz yesterday have held off for over 7 hours, lovely weed vaped a while back.

Almost in a while 7 days no LSD too, almost....

 

[AutoTripper]

Well, I’ve done a LOT better at this act today- getting high! I have been high for hours. On good old fashioned weed.

Again, all the different drugs we seek and crave when, for those it agrees with, cannabis daytime vaporizer highs can be fantastic, dreamy and wonderful in themselves.

Until Jan 2019 from 2012, cannabis was the only drug I used.

I did an outstanding job last night dealing with allergies. Had a good night. 13 mg’s Etiz, 40 grams of that strong Vanuatu Kava, some good weed and CBD.

Only napped a bit after food, stayed up as it was midday. I made 30 grams of strong heavy Fijian Kava and got vaping Cinderella Jack.

I finished my kava. I just had a good edible dose, CBD oil, 3 mg’s Etizolam, and some more Cinderella Jack vapor currently.

My plan is to be calmer on etiz today.

Lately I use it to snap me out of restlessly despairing, in order to just wind down, eat, sleep, repeat etc.

So if I can be high, Merry, from weed, kava, acid again when I’m ready, I can hopefully start to detach from that psychological dependence and craving for comfort sake really, panic etc.

I’ll let you know how that one goes in time lol.

Just well high on weed and kava basically. The naturals. Hope people are doing okay and set for a chilled weekend.

@deficiT congrats on your new job, and new accommodation. I really hope you will be happier with both. And cool you won’t need to commute quite as far too. More time to get high on one of the best, STILL most taken for granted drugs- weeeeed! Lol.

Best luck with all that. I respect people who work, look after themselves, pay housing etc, still come on here with brightness and banter with and help others.

 

[Gormur]

Got a small amount of wax and got fucked up. Have a bit for later too

 

[deficiT]

Coming down from the bumps of 4fmph I was doing earlier

Took 4gs kratom
30mg cbd
50mg hydroxyzine
Some seltzer beers

Going out to get some more booze

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Feeling great and floaty and ready to start the braai. nom nom nom
added the following since last post

800mg gabapentin
150ml vodka
.5mg alzam
Few bong hits.

total tally for the day so far and its still midday, like just before 1pm.

2mg alzam
1mg subutex
10mg diazepam
450ml vodka
0.25mg triazolam
2400mg gabapentin
2g cannabis roughly

Awesome Saturday and tomorrow is Easter egg hunting day, wonder how many fences i can jump and get theres easter eggs too

 

[kaosisallwesee]

Went a bit over board today but the level of pain though out the night was unbearable. Sat on the edge of my bed in tears for a good few hours out of sheer frustration because I couldnt do anything to stop it Been out of bed since 4 am and awake all night so today way an early one..
Breakfast 4:15am: 120mg IR DHC + 20mg oxy.
0.75mg clonazepam shortly after.
Lunch time: 300mg codeine + 10mg oxy snorted about an hour ago.
Oh and about a gram of weed from waking up unti present. Stardawg of course lol. Pain free as of that last joint
Evening will probably be some more codeine and the remaining 0.75mg of clonazepam.will see how the pain level is. Will try hold off on any more oxy or DHC until monday now. OH and might crack into the extracts stash for some spanish import nicole kush hash I've been saving. Will be a good day, that's for sure.
Have a good one everyone

 

[ghostfreak]

Had 3 joints of GDP CBD joints
50mg Modafinil (took 50mg this morning)

Watching Ghostbusters 2, love it too. So relaxed.

 

[AutoTripper]

Evening folks overseas....good late night nutty awake-eyed locals lol!

Just for report, fair effort tonight- 45 grams kava, Just 10 mg’s Etizolam, 5 mg’s one hour ago though.

Two bowls lovely cannabis vapor.

2 doses edibles.

1 strong black coffee, 30 drops CBD Oil.

And....day EIGHT NO LSD.

Gotta go check on food. Hope you are mostly or all doing good this night.

 

[Swiftbow]

Had 3 joints of GDP CBD joints
50mg Modafinil (took 50mg this morning)

Watching Ghostbusters 2, love it too. So relaxed.

Today, so far just a gram of D8 with another gram smiling lovingly at me from the table. Monday I'll be picking up my 600 mg of hydrocodone for the month (I had the same amount of oxycodone prescribed but hydro is more my speed) so I'll be getting a nice opioid/weed buzz going on starting next week. I like having things to look forward to. On that note, you just gave me the great idea of ghostbusters while high so thanks for that.

 

[AutoTripper]

Awesome Saturday and tomorrow is Easter egg hunting day, wonder how many fences i can jump and get theres easter eggs too

See the Easter eggs as a little reward perhaps for so selflessly and soundingly without thought, doing your best to successfully too, stop the assault on that lady by a nutter.

Was Proud to hear that from you at the time because I always admire men with true scruple and care for others.

So it’s great time. Nice to hear your Saturday started well and Sunday hopefully even more fun.