Coffeeshroom
Bluelight Crew
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Okau so had some h and booze and Now im indulging in some meth something i never do
Def. avoid if you are feeling the pull. Most go perma-psycho/addicted. Just a word of advice; the downers are much more user friendly than uppers. Psychedelics/cannabis are almost like toys by comparison.wanting constantly more.
I hope your back pain feels better man, that shit sucks. I'm sure you know this (because you are a smart one) but as all the muscles are inter-connected leg streteches/etc can alleviate the tension the back muscles are under (if it's nerve/disc pain that might do nothing). But ya, I'm sure you're already doing all of the above.my kratom dose and waiting on ~750mg of soma to kick in to help my back pain ...
yeah I get nothing out of anything if I can't have my shatter. I would fucking lose my shit and go through TERRIBLE wd, even if I had EVERYTHING else under the sun. It's that bad.80 mg hydrocodone (cwe)
2 mg clonazpem
no weed, high isn't as good. maybe i needed the weed>
proud of you man; a way better option. You can stay clean if you want, it's 100% in your control (or none of us have any will power so don't sweat it if that's the case ) and you're a stronger person than me for being able to pull yourself out of it. I know I couldn't again, and would die a miserable/progressive decaying death if I returned to heroin/bupe type drugs (I found bupe just as reinforcing/addictive).i just had 2mg subutex.
I norm. come off the shit feeling amazing because my baseline mental health is in the toilet, like literally so bad that most drug wd's are like better than sobriety (terrible, terrible mental health issues here) = but if you're doing lower dose, eating/hydrating/sleeping = helps a lot.It’s the morning after a 3 day IV meth binge that was stopped only by a 50 mg seroquel that brought 5 hours sleep.
I’m feeling so super chilled and curious as to why I am neither suicidal nor hanging for another shot. I must be getting the hang of this ‘recreational’ use!