So stoned. I hadn't had a cigarette, alcohol or benzos for over a month, and about 3 weeks off bupe, got a bit bored earlier this arvo and decided to have a few drinks. Ended up drinking too much, ordering a bunch of food, chainsmoking away, now I'm having the most utterly insane intense opiate cravings it's basically all I can do to stop my arms from just reaching out and stuffing pills in my mouth. So I smoked a whooooole bunch of weed hoping it'd take my mind of it, or at least get me so couch locked I cbf moving enough to physically get the drugs before the cravings wear off lmao. At least I already have all this food, I guess that's nice.