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How High Are You? V. Dude Where's My Bar?

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Cream Gravy? said:
I said goodbye to hangovers and gave up drinking. It's a fun drug but the health and legal ramifications (I'm prone to getting behind the wheel, I'm great at driving drunk but still...) simply aren't worth it. And it lets my wife get drunk as she likes when I go out since that's her doc, since I can drive sober on bzd/tzds as they don't effect me negatively.
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Drinking is very hit or miss and I have a really high tolerance. I can drink guys under the table. It's bad to admit, but I mostly enjoy alcohol with hydrocodone or benzos, then I'm guaranteed a good buzz. Kanna from Africa makes liquor feel quite euphoric if you take it 45 minutes before you drink. I'm out of Kanna though.

I'm glad you quit drinking, especially since you got behind the wheel. Even if you think you're a good driver, it's very dangerous. My ex was a moron always driving while intoxicated. All of it caught up with him and they threw the book at him. He won't be getting out of prison for the rest of his life.
 
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I'm glad you quit drinking, especially since you got behind the wheel. Even if you think you're a good driver, it's very dangerous. My ex was a moron always driving while intoxicated. All of it caught up with him and they threw the book at him. He won't be getting out of prison for the rest of his life.
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Indeed, it was stupid. I'm lucky I was never caught. My roomy in college got a DWI and I saw how it fucked his life up. He barely recovered, luckily his dad helped him find work at his company and he's happy now. That should have been my wake-up call really, but I'm bull-headed I guess.
 
Cream Gravy? said:
Indeed, it was stupid. I'm lucky I was never caught. My roomy in college got a DWI and I saw how it fucked his life up. He barely recovered, luckily his dad helped him find work at his company and he's happy now. That should have been my wake-up call really, but I'm bull-headed I guess.
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Well, we all learn in our own time. I'm just glad you're ok.

I just looked up my ex's discharge date: 07/23/2068

Fucked up.
 
Damn that's so fucked up, did he kill someone? I don't think I've ever heard of anyone getting that mich time for anything accident-related.
 
Sentence one - Operating Intoxicated/Impaired/Controlled Substance

They gave him the max of 20 years for that

Sentence 2 Domestic Violence

Gave him 15 years max for that

Sentence 3 Asslt w/Intent to Rob & Steal Unarmed

They gave him 30 years max for that

He's been screwing up for decades, constantly in and out of jail.
A month before he was supposed to get off of probation, he messed up again so I guess they just were sick of him. I knew I had to get out of that relationship. He never hit me, but he started being emotionally abusive and I don't go for that. Maybe after we broke up, he just didn't care anymore. He only had one more month and he would've been off probation. It's sad.

Btw, that's the one I was with when I had the abortion last year. He was there for me when it happened. It was the best decision for sure seeing how things played out. Daddy would've been in prison. I would've been a single mom. I blame Adderall for keeping me in that relationship longer than I should've been. I quit Adderall and him around the same time.
 
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45mg methadone
25mg hydroxyzine
.2mg clonidine
2mg clonazepam
1mg alprazolam
24oz 8% abv can
Been smoking bud steady

Batteries in my remote and Xbox controller died so I'm with my roommate (designated driver haha) running out to get batteries to come back and watch NFL.
 
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45mg methadone
25mg hydroxyzine
.2mg clonidine
2mg clonazepam
1mg alprazolam
24oz 8% abv can
Been smoking bud steady

Batteries in my remote and Xbox controller died so I'm with my roommate (designated driver haha) running out to get batteries to come back and watch NFL.
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Get rechargeables mate so much cheaper in the long run. Get a pair so you can swap one to the charger when the other runs out (y)
 
had a bzd earlier, been chilling most hours of the day. didn't get many productive things done but I began one good productive thing and feel really good about not just letting it go indefinitely. :)
 
Had a cup of tea earlier. Otherwise stone cold sober... time for a washout. Too many days of kratom without a break, combined with GABAergics the last few days... no doubt that MXE didn't help either, gotta remember that arylcyclohexylamines usually just make me depressed in the aftermath. Always somehow decide to forget about that minor inconvenience. Gotta just ride out this feeling of tightness, tension and fear in my chest for the next few days now... Bleurgh. Hope everyone else is doing well.
 
I was apparently high enough on oxycodone, hyoscine, and ephedrine last night to include the book You Don't Have To Fuck People Over To Survive into a box of books I am going to give to my three year old niece, along with . . . it was in betwixt two books of the same size which were about birds and raccoons, at least that is where I found it this morning . . . in the bottom of the box were Unix: A Conceptual Guide, Using Unix, and The Unix Programming Guide, which may have been in there before I started putting the books in there. I think she could probably read all four of those books, now that I think of it.

Ahhh . . . ooooooooooooooo there we go -- a shot of hydromorphone just hit the base of my skull mmmmmmmmmm
 
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Small dose of speed three hours ago has forty mg oxy and thirty mg morphine got sixty mg oxy for the comedown my pupils are like saucers but I didn't have enough to be completely off my loop manic but that maybe cos I'm on seroquel extended
Also had 200mg pregab before the speed the speed was free I should really clean up
 
Vastness said:
gotta remember that <insert various drugs here> usually just make me depressed in the aftermath. Always somehow decide to forget about that minor inconvenience.
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Story of my life...

I did the rest of the 4-MMC I got a couple of grams of the other day, last night. Also a bit of propylhexedrine (not sure why I added that except that I had it) and a lot of alcohol. My nasal passages feel like someone rubbed them with sandpaper and my whole body hurts. I JUST remembered that etizolam in a low dose helps with hangover so I took 1mg. Gonna be sober other than that all day.
 
Vastness said:
arylcyclohexylamines usually just make me depressed in the aftermath.
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Weird... do you suffer from depression? My MXE abuse days were my happiest year of life just about. Afterglow was always upbeat. But I also suffer from lifelong depression problems that SSRi's cannot fix, i.e. treatment resistant, which makes me wish I could afford to go to a ketamine clinic.
 
I'm so annoyed that I couldn't get my kratom order in on Friday. If I had, it would've been here today. So now I have to wait. It'll be here either tomorrow
or Wednesday.

Today is just Gabapentin...going up to about 3,600 mg. I miss kratom.
 
Cream Gravy? said:
Weird... do you suffer from depression? My MXE abuse days were my happiest year of life just about. Afterglow was always upbeat. But I also suffer from lifelong depression problems that SSRi's cannot fix, i.e. treatment resistant, which makes me wish I could afford to go to a ketamine clinic.
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Probably I do yeah, or I have done for sure, I manage it a bit better these days. But dissociatives, or at least the ACH family always have a kind of scrambling effect I feel on my psychological wellbeing... this might be down to the way I used to use ketamine which was basically always inside, alone, shirking any socialising I could have been doing with my time off instead, not eating properly, not exercising, you name the positive habit I chose to avoid... so now I have a kind of negative expectation and association with the class.

Yesterday honestly maybe the MXE didn't have as much of an effect as I thought, it was the first day with no kratom for about 6 days, first day after a few days of etizolam, I combined MXE with a miniscule amount of cocaine and armodafinil on the weekend - stimulation and mania surely off the charts - then had like 4 hours sleep before having to cover for someone at work doing work I really don't enjoy. Christ, no wonder I wasn't feeling great. :LOL:

On topic - again just tea today, trying to ride the chain of rebound suffering back to a happy sober baseline... when I've had a few days I might start microdosing ibogaine, had fantastic results with that earlier in the year.
 
Took 12mgs of Buprenorphine in the morning and smoked some of this Apple Jacks strain, top shelf. Then i got to work and my friend gave me half a gram of Cocaine. Snorted four decent size lines and im flying right now. Trying to spread out lines by 90mins to 2 hours. Pure as the driven snow, those kinda chunks you gotta really break down and smell like gasoline.

This Blow is the truth you dont need alot.
And the comedown is managable :)
 
1200mg gabapentin
30mg hydrocodone
2mg alprazolam
weed
thought about some crack but naaaahhhh; crack is whack. :)
yeah.... ha
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