So I used to abuse MDMA pretty bad in 2019-early 2020. I chilled out on it in mid 2020, and ended up taking an 8 month break. When I rolled again May 28 2021, it was like the first roll ever and I had no crash at all. I rolled again 2 weeks later and it was just a little bit diminished but I did have a crash that time for about a week. For each of these rolls, I only took 1 ecstasy pill (CP Tesla and Plug Yoda). Those 2 rolls are my only rolls since October 2020.
Now it is festival weekend again (North Coast) and I will be rolling. It has been 2 and a half months since my last roll. I have once again obtained some Baby Yoda pills and am very excited. How harmful is it really for me to do 2 pills at one festival? They are supposedly 300mg but I feel like it can't be that bad doing one pill Friday and one Saturday with no redoses? I have abused MDMA very bad in 2019, but much worse than just one pill each day ( I would pop 200mg capsules with like 5 redoses for multiple days ). This obviously caused me many problems , but after the 8 month break I took I feel completely normal again. I would never abuse MDMA that hard again. But how harmful is my plan to take 1 pill this Friday and 1 on Saturday? ALSO - I will be rolling at another festival (Lost Lands) in a little over 3 weeks from now. If my plan of taking 2 pills at this weekend doesn't have too bad effects, I will probably do the same at Lost Lands. After that, I am taking another 8 month break until my next festival at the end of May (to recover and focus on school).
TLDR: I want to take a Baby Yoda this Friday and another the next day. And then I will repeat the same thing 3 weeks later and then not roll for 8 months. Is that extremely bad? Surely it won't send me back to the prolonged depression and cognitive impairment I experienced from rolling like 20-25 times and doing 1g sessions in 2019?
Now it is festival weekend again (North Coast) and I will be rolling. It has been 2 and a half months since my last roll. I have once again obtained some Baby Yoda pills and am very excited. How harmful is it really for me to do 2 pills at one festival? They are supposedly 300mg but I feel like it can't be that bad doing one pill Friday and one Saturday with no redoses? I have abused MDMA very bad in 2019, but much worse than just one pill each day ( I would pop 200mg capsules with like 5 redoses for multiple days ). This obviously caused me many problems , but after the 8 month break I took I feel completely normal again. I would never abuse MDMA that hard again. But how harmful is my plan to take 1 pill this Friday and 1 on Saturday? ALSO - I will be rolling at another festival (Lost Lands) in a little over 3 weeks from now. If my plan of taking 2 pills at this weekend doesn't have too bad effects, I will probably do the same at Lost Lands. After that, I am taking another 8 month break until my next festival at the end of May (to recover and focus on school).
TLDR: I want to take a Baby Yoda this Friday and another the next day. And then I will repeat the same thing 3 weeks later and then not roll for 8 months. Is that extremely bad? Surely it won't send me back to the prolonged depression and cognitive impairment I experienced from rolling like 20-25 times and doing 1g sessions in 2019?